Casting out devils – a personal experience
I was recently asked:
What does a demon “feel like”? Can this be “staged”? Have you ever cast out a demon Marianne?
This is my response:
Yes, I have cast out 8 at one time….but I have only done this once, and I was on the 40th day of a 40 day fast – no food, just water. So, it was a very exceptional time. I prayed for an Asian man who needed help at a large prayer meeting. He could not speak English, but I understood what he wanted, and I could not speak Chinese. There was a room full of people, but God lead me over to him.
Being on the fast made me very sensitive to the Holy Spirit, and I was able to follow instructions, and be amazed at God’s power and deliverance. It was very blessed moment for me. I will always remember what happened. The Chinese man and I seemed to be in our own world, while everyone else was occupied in other prayer activities. It was a private moment for both of us, and we both left the experience awe struck.
A demon is not as powerful as he would have us think. He is actually very weak, and feels like a puff of air, about the size of a cotton ball, soft, not strong. I could feel each of the little puffs come out and hit my hand, which I held over the man’s head and abdomen areas. I know there were 8 because I could count each one as it left. I never touched the man, only held my hand about 6-8 inches over the area.
Demons get their strength by the faith we have in them to do us harm. They have no authority except what we give them, because originally the authority was removed by the blood of Jesus.
The devil tends to imitate what God does, so I would think there are many “staged” performances. People like to be the center of attention, and have people look at what “they” can do. Victimizing a soul further, by shining a TV light and camera on them, is adding to the injury they already have with the demon.
There was nothing staged about my experience. It was quite the opposite. People were ignoring us, and it was done quietly, and in an orderly way. No one knew, except him and me. But it was an experience I am very grateful for, and deeply impressed me.
In difficult times, I remember back to this, as God was gracious enough to allow me to witness true deliverance, his faithfulness, and help build my confidence in His promises. Because of this, I can tell the difference between the real and the fake. I would say that most of what you see is fake, or at best, unsuccessful.
Jesus did promise that true believers would cast out devils. But what has happened, is that people have turned such a precious, private experience into a circus act. Man’s ego is in the way of God, which hinders the work of the Holy Spirit, and produces shallow experiences which do not deliver the person at all.
It is not God’s will to see his people tormented by demonic spirits. It IS his will to cast out the devils and deliver people. It is also his will to have believers help each other. But, sadly, people want to be important and famous. They want people to look at them on a stage, or in front of a room, and give them credit for being special.
Scripture says that God resists the proud. So this also means that proud people do not have the power of God to use, because they just want to commercialize it and abuse it for themselves. This leaves many afflicted people without help, because there are very few trustworthy ministers. Casting out demons requires death to the flesh. The flesh is very much alive in most people, so they are not fit to handle the delicate matter of someone’s soul in their care.
To be of use to someone in need is a very humbling moment, because it is God, not the person, at work.
Final note: I hear much debate about whether someone should fall forward or backwards if the Holy Spirit touches him, in a “slaying of the spirit” experience. Somehow, they should only fall forward, on their face in worship. This is the prevalent opinion.
The man who was delivered did originally fall backwards, and was laying in a comfortable position on his back, when I reached him. His eyes were closed, and he seemed like he was peaceful, and sleeping, but I was aware of what he needed. This actually made it easier for me to pray for him, and experience what I did. It was like he was just laying on, or sleeping in, a hospital bed, waiting for the doctor to come.
It only took a few moments for the spirits to come out, and then I was able to extend a hand to him, and help him get up. On TV, I see long torturous “exorcisms.” This is the flesh in action, not God, and I wonder what shape the person is in afterwards, or if the problems are really gone.
When God delivers a person, it happens right away, if the person is willing. In a true deliverance, the person should feel much better. Whoever God uses to help them should respect their privacy.



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Casting out devils – a personal experience « Heaven Awaits said this on May 22, 2008 at 2:15 pm |
Hi, me again
You say that both of you “knew”.
What do you mean?
I hope you never really know how someone possesed truly feels.
But how hard is it on him/her?
How do you know how many there is?
I hope you don’t mind me asking.
hi Anon,
When I said I “knew,” it was because God put this information in my spirit, so that I would know the problem, and be able to pray for the man. This man was just oppressed with spirits. This means they were hurting him inside, but they did not take over his body.
I have known someone who was really possessed – that means the devil really controls the body. It is terrible. The person is a slave to the devil, and makes the person do terrible things. It can make the person physically sick, for example, they can get cancer and other serious diseases, because the devil is destroying the body.
I knew how many demons were there because I counted them as they came out, one at a time. Because I was on a 40 day fast, I was very sensitive and I could physically feel the demons come out of the man.
marianne
I guess there is no way to describe such a knowledge nor feeling.
How does he know?
How does he know he isn’t sick mentally or physically?
Do you see them, or it just a feeling?
Is there any truth to what wee in movies in regards to exorcism?
No doubt, there is embellishments and dramatizations.
BTW, fasting is another similarity between both faiths.
Though there is a difference in how, and for how long.
Dear Anon,
Can you feel the wind and know it is there? If yes, then you can feel a spirit moving.
When someone dies, they weigh about 2 lbs less. This is because the spirit, which weighs this much, has left the body. So, something that has weight and can be measured can also be felt. Demons are just spirits without bodies.
My feeing was not emotional, or mental. I could physically feel the spirits come out of his body.
If you take your index finger, and lightly touch the palm of your other hand, that is how weak the spirit felt – physically – when he left the man. Since there were 8 of them, tap your finger 8 times on the palm of your hand. That is what 8 spirits feel like.
marianne
Well what you say about the demon being as a puff of wind is inline with Derrick prince’s Book ” Blessings and curses ”
When you pray to expel the demons from yourself, you yawn, but not a normal yawn a very weird, yawn that stretches your mouth and comes from deep within, almost as from the stomach. When this happens to you, you will know there is a distinct difference between a normal yawn and an expelling yawn, but hard to explain.
I have experienced this.
Thank you for sharing
Blessings
Bee,
That was interesting. I did not know about expelling demons from yourself. Thank you.
marianne
There is a lot that I could say here. In what I have found, there are many different types and sizes of demons. Demonology is a very vast subject. When I went through my deliverance…it was just me and the Holy Spirit. Let me also say that the type of deliverance I went through was very good because it was the Holy Spirit who did all of the work and I was alone at home. There is an entire chapter in the book “Pigs in the Parlor” by Frank and Ida Mae Hammond that is dedicated to self-deliverance. It is much better if you allow the Holy Spirit to both initiate and perform deliverance on individuals in my opinion because there is less danger of physical harm (such as the demon making the person convulse or punch you). The part you said about demons being small and weak…actually here is the exact quote:
“A demon is not as powerful as he would have us think. He is actually very weak, and feels like a puff of air, about the size of a cotton ball, soft, not strong.”
I would have to disagree with you here. Not to give any glory whatsoever to demons or Satan…but some demons are in fact very strong and if a person is demonized enough they are very capable of doing much harm to you if you are not in the Will of God. Hence the verses here:
Mark 5
1They went across the lake to the region of the Gerasenes.[a] 2When Jesus got out of the boat, a man with an evil[b] spirit came from the tombs to meet him. 3This man lived in the tombs, and no one could bind him any more, not even with a chain. 4For he had often been chained hand and foot, but he tore the chains apart and broke the irons on his feet. No one was strong enough to subdue him. 5Night and day among the tombs and in the hills he would cry out and cut himself with stones.
Acts 19
13Some Jews who went around driving out evil spirits tried to invoke the name of the Lord Jesus over those who were demon-possessed. They would say, “In the name of Jesus, whom Paul preaches, I command you to come out.” 14Seven sons of Sceva, a Jewish chief priest, were doing this. 15(One day) the evil spirit answered them, “Jesus I know, and I know about Paul, but who are you?” 16Then the man who had the evil spirit jumped on them and overpowered them all. He gave them such a beating that they ran out of the house naked and bleeding.
I can also tell you from my own personal deliverance that they are all not the size of a cotton ball…and they are not easy to drive out. They are in fact very rebellious and Stubborn! We are not to fear them whatsoever…so please do not hear that in what I am saying. My only advice is to seek wisdom from the Holy Spirit when attempting to enter into deliverance ministry. Some of the worst things I have seen happen came from people casting demons out of people who simply were not ready for deliverance. If people are not willing to leave their sin and you cast the demons out…they come back seven fold. In fact, people involved in the occult and witchcraft will purposefully go to churches and get their demons cast out so that they can go home and get seven times as many. Some people will do this over and over in order to get more power from demons. Lots of witch-doctors and warlocks do this same thing.
There is a lot to be said on the subject. Jesus Christ reigns over all. If ANYONE is honestly seeking him they will eventually get their deliverance…there is usually a timing to it, and the Holy Spirit is very well and able to set them free on a gradual scale that will keep them sealed to prevent any other demons from being able to enter. The key is to get people filled with the Holy Spirit. After that it is all downhill!
Thank you for letting me post comments here. I pray that this will somehow be of use to you!
In Jesus name,
digital
Dear Digital nomad,
Thank you for your valuable comments. I hope visitors to this post read your comments as well as what I wrote. I think they will, as people are looking for all the information they can find.
As I said, this was just my experience. These were the demons that I encountered, yet there is a hierarchy of principalities that exist in the spirit world.
I agree that the holy spirit does the best job. I have been to prayer meetings where they prayed for healing for people, yet any healing I ever received occurred at home, with just God and me around. So it goes with deliverance as well.
God bless you
marianne
great post and divine insight! Thx Marianne!
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casting out evil spirits said this on June 29, 2008 at 10:25 pm |
This is a subject close to my heart.I have seen tragic situations with many who are demonized. There are so few churches that practice casting out demons. But the worst part to me, is that there is so little taught about demons in churches. Preachers are afraid people will leave the church if they teach that. So many suffer from demonization and have no answers, for their shepherds care more about their own reputations, than about hurting sheep.
Pastors can tell us we are in a war, then they go about putting the Law on us as the weapon to use against evil spirits in dark places. This, when the Bible tells us flesh will not win a war against evil spirits. The pastors do not learn real spiritual warfare for themselves, and do not have the slightest idea what the devil’s real wiles are. They allow the comical “devil with a fork and horns in a red suit” idea to prevail. Their not learning the real wiles of the devil is actually helping the devil win the war on the saints.
Yes, I am angry over this. I see in blogs here and there online people crying out for help..but there is no one near them. They only get those phony actors playing exorcist on the TV, who are really after their money, more than the deliverance of the sheep. Where are the preachers who will preach the truth about our enemy?..DavWms
Hi David,
I think once pastors, or anyone else, has experienced spiritual warfare, and doing it the wrong way, they will end up with enough defeats to go looking for the truth.
It is the old notion of learning the hard way.
blessings
marianne
HI Marianne, Do you know where I can get help? I know what this feels like, and I want out. I have gone everywhere for help and agree you that most people dont know what they are doing. My family was into some dark stuff. PLease help.
Hi Tracy,
It depends on how far you are willing to travel. When you get this email, hit the reply button and write back to me. I will try to give you some options.
blessings
marianne
If Tracy hasn’t gotten help yet, and/or anyone else needs to know where they can get help, they can email me privately too.
Hi Amy,
She and I are talking now on the phone. Thank you for the offer. She is far from you in distance. I will see if she wants another person to communicate with. A lot has to do with support, and talking things through.
blessings
marianne
Hi amy how do i email youprivately. I spoke to marianne, and have been speaking to several ministers etc. They have told me I dont need deliverance, but someone who deals with sra, the deliverance will come with that.
Tracy,
It is me. Just hit the reply button. What they said is self contradictory. Deliverance is deliverance. It does not matter what the problem is.
blessings
marianne
I see leave a reply but no reply button?
[[Victimizing a soul further, by shining a TV light and camera on them, is adding to the injury they already have with the demon.
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It is not God’s will to see his people tormented by demonic spirits. It IS his will to cast out the devils and deliver people. It is also his will to have believers help each other. But, sadly, people want to be important and famous. They want people to look at them on a stage, or in front of a room, and give them credit for being special.
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Whoever God uses to help them should respect their privacy. ]]
Amen. Very well said. Usually in a public meeting when the demons manifest, all cameras are focussed on them. It is really very sad. We need to help people, set them free and not degrade them.
Hi Golda,
I agree. We need to put ourselves in the place of the afflicted person, and show sensitivity, mercy and compassion.
blessings
marianne
Marianne
I am saved. However, I feel like I need assistance in spiritual oppression?
In August I fasted 21 days water only to weaken the demonic sensations. Afterwards, I felt better, but they’ve come back.
I can’t bring myself to another long fast again. Does this mean I
I’m not serious about being delivered?
Could we correspond?
Thank You
Why do I see my own e-mail on this website? It said the e-mail is private!!!
I’m trying to stop the email address from showing up here.
That worked. Sorry for these last two nonsense replies
Hi BlueWiskers,
Yes we can correspond. Just hit the reply button, when you get this message. Ability to fast, or the inability to fast, is not reflective of your need for deliverance. It just may not be what is needed in your case. I have fasted a lot in the past, but now, I can only go for a few days at a time. My body is different now, and what it can tolerate is different. God knows that. He just looks at my heart.
You may also being going through a test or trial, and that is why it seems there is no answer. There are quiet periods, when you feel stranded, and not helped. These times are tests of faith, and you have t endure to the end of these tests, no matter how long it takes – maybe years.
There is no reason to feel THAT alone. You can always ask for prayer and spiritual support. God is still working for you, either directly, or indirectly, through people He sends your way.
blessings,
marianne
PS. The email address should only show to you when you fill in the form. As long as you are on the page it remembers you. However, it does not show to the public when you are finished posting.
could you please send this phone number to my email. i have cursesupon my life and i need a supernatural deliverence.
Hi Jeanette,
If you are referring to the phone contact in the conversation with Tracy, they did not help her. When you get this response, just hit the reply button and write back to me. I am so distressed myself, since I am having problems locating legitimate local pastors to help people.
blessings
marianne
I really enjoy your blogs Marianne. I just got through reading about a debate about people being slain in the Spirit. Some say that this is unscriptural because Jesus nor any of the Apostles laid hands and people fell to the ground. Why is this? I personally believe that God can use people this way; but as you stated earlier, it should not draw any attention to man, but God alone.
Hi Ella,
I cannot say for sure, but when Jesus was here, there were plenty of miracles, and a lot of faith. People could “see” Jesus and what he was doing. IT was already tangible.
But now that he is “gone,” people cannot “see” him anymore, and have this strong evidence to boost their faith. Being human, they need reassurance that Jesus is still with them, and the need for tangible experiences is still there. So, it is possible that a tangible “touch” from God has replaced the “sight” of seeing Jesus at work.
We are the same way with each other. We say we love someone, but they are not convinced unless we give them a hug.
blessings
marianne
Thankyou, this makes alot of sense. I remember John 20:30-31 stating that many other signs did Jesus in the presence of his disciples, but where not written in this book. John 21:25 He was letting us know that if all the miricles that Jesus did were written, the world could not even contain them. What really got my attention was what John said in the latter part of chap 20; the purpose of what was already written. It made me do alot of thinking here. Sometimes people can get off into other things instead of looking at the true purpose- that we may believe that Jesus is the Christ ( the anointed one), the Son of God and through believing we may have life through his name. Sometimes the Bible do not give every thing in detail as we would like to see, thus some people like to question everything they see such as this topic, casting out demons, and so forth. The reason why I like your blog is because you give clear and honest answers. I encourage you to keep letting the Lord use you. I count it not a mistake to have come across your web-site during my time of fasting and prayer. God is good! Keep up the good work Marianne.
May God bless you.
Hi Ella
Thank you for the kind words. To God be all the glory! Each person who comes here is a part of this website. You all contribute and give me ideas. So, thank you, and God bless you.
blessings
marianne
yo, heavenawaits.wordpress.com great name for site)))
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I really do enjoy your website. I have quite a bit of experience with demons unfortunately. I ail sometimes at this, because the spirit of fear will try to creep in. This is due to my childhood and the things that God allowed me to see, so I could learn and one day help others. I wrote my experiences in a small book entitled How God Saved Me from Me. I hope people read it and learn something from it. Its free of course. I hope you continue with your website always. My website is free for me, but im limited. I would like to move my website information to a permanent “cheap to keep” website.
http://www.soldier4lordjesus.synthasite.com
God is Great!
Hi Terry,
This is wordpress. It is free here, and not too limited. I have what I need here. I offer a free testimony also.
Do not be discouraged. All true believers are being oppressed to some extent now. It is our last testing before the rapture, I think.. WE just need to prove ourselves faithful. Do not be afraid. The Lord is with you, and he has promised to never leave or forsake you.
it is a silent time now, where we pray and nothing happens, no help comes. That is because we are being tested. Do not worry. All this will pass.
blessings
marianne