Do people hate you on sight?
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Did you ever wonder why some people hate you as soon as they lay eyes on you?
It could be a new social group (school, church, etc), or a job interview, or a new neighborhood.
They do not know you. They have not spoken to you, in any meaningful way yet. You have not done anything wrong. But the look in their eyes is total disgust or repulsion.
You suddenly feel insecure, or uncomfortable around these people, and you can feel the coldness.
You are definitely in trouble. And it will not go away. Do not delude yourself.
This is NOT a personality clash. You have not yet revealed your personality to them, so this is not it.
When someone hates you as soon as they see you, it is because they themselves have demons, who recognize the holy spirit who covers you.
Then the demons influence the person who has them, and you get a negative reaction.
This is a spiritual situation, and the spirits involved are not those of the humans present.
Spirits can communicate with each other, without the humans knowing about it.
*** Note: This is how psychics work. They have demons who get information about you, from the demons hovering near you, or assigned to you. Then, the demon reveals the information to the psychic, who then gives you a reading.
In the diagram below, the positive (+) person has the Holy Spirit (yellow). The negative person (-) has the demon (black). The two spirits over the people are aware of each other, and react to the other one.
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The Holy Spirit is positive, but will be aware of the demon of the (-) person, and allow you to be uncomfortable. This is a warning to that something is wrong, and to avoid the other person – there is some danger. The (+) person reacts with discomfort.
The demon is aware of the “rejection” by the Holy Spirit, feels insulted, and reacts with anger, hate, rejection, also. The feelings are passed onto the (-) person, who feels justified in hating the (+) person, without knowing why. Their response will be irrational, and will be negative in general.
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What to do:
If it is an optional relationship, you can just walk away, and dissociate yourself, thus protecting yourself from further rejection.
If the acceptance of the other person is critical, and not optional, then you must act.
Pray, and heed the direction of the Holy Spirit
Cover yourself with the blood of Jesus, and ask for a hedge of protection to be put around you.
Request pray coverage from others, and ask them to stand in agreement with you.
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Prayer of agreement:
Everyone cover you with the blood of Jesus, and ask the Father in Jesus name.
Everyone agree with you that you will find favor with people, and that God will bless you efforts.
May the Father God send angels to do battle for you, so that you can get some rest from the spiritual battle, be refreshed, and achieve the success you deserve.
Even if others do have demons, pray a veil over you, so that the demons will be blind to you, and unable to discern your spirit, and attack you.
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Do people hate you on sight? « Heaven Awaits said this on April 30, 2009 at 2:29 am |
Oh wow this makes so much sense to me – it explains why I have lived such a lonely life -I have had it so much through my life and not understood it – I especially had this reaction from women that I met for the first time – I had not even spoken to them and then I would just become aware that they really didn’t like me and no matter what I did I couldn’t change that – in fact it happened so much in my life and with no one to give me wise counsel I believed that there was something really wrong with me and got into bondage with these people due to pursueing them to prove to them that I was in fact OK and in fact a kind friendly person, but to no avail – I just ended up hurt and abused and I could not change their judgement of me. Now praise God I am at the place where I know that the problem is with them and I am (through the Lord’s divine guidance) starting to extricate myself from these demeaning relationships. I feel that I don’t need acceptance from these people anymore – if they don’t like me it doesn’t matter anymore – God loves me. Thank you for your revelation. God Bless. Jan.
hi Jan
I am glad you are getting insight into this.
Like you, I thought it was “me” for a long time. I even thought I must have a personality disorder, where people immediately saw something negative or defective about me.
Stick up for yourself. You have value. God made you that way.
With God on your side, you can accomplish much for yourself, and for Him.
I too have long felt similar to what you’ve felt, Jan. I have dealt with it for decades – and often been lonely as well. I like to believe one day the Lord will make it all up to us; we must have been ‘singled out’ this way for something!
- Peace and happiness to you!
- Greg
Hello Greg, This is the first time I’ve ever been on a forum where it’s even the same month as the last comment! I’ve experienced this hostility for many years. One thing that helped me was a dream where God showed me that unsaved people’s spirits have roots all the way down to hell, and from there they are driven to “praise” the coming antichrist by saying insults and hate words. Another thing is, you can get really crusty from all this hurt, but I have learned to trust God that it isn’t about being the nicest cordial person, it is about following Christ through heavy s@%!storms and not holding onto any hate. Pray for your enemies, right?
Thank you for your insight, and thoughtfulness, Linda – it helps. I think I can relate a lot of people I’ve had to deal with during my life; including at my current job everyday – to the analogy of the dream you described. – Spirits with roots going right down to hell; people who would praise the antichrist even before he appears; that sounds about right. – I’ll give some thought about praying for them; you’re probably right about that, too.
This is eye opening to me, I have been despised and plotted aginst for no reason. I show up and people just don’t like me. It has happened on my jobs. People are out to just destroy me for no reason. They don’t know me just hate me. I have been praying and asking God to show me what I am doing to make these people hate me. Thank you for exposing the lies of the devil and giving me a way to pray for coverage from that enemy. I will say this has caused me not to get promotions, jobs, get cut off a contract, get black listed and be attacked verbally and on and on. Thank you soooo much. Yolanda
hi yolanda
It is a fallen world. Many are experiencing the same thing.
know that god’s opinion of you cancels what others may say.
Believe in yourself. You are God’s child, and worthy of honor. So keep your chin up and keep going.
2 Timothy 3
The Dangers of the Last Days
3 You should know this, Timothy, that in the last days there will be very difficult times. 2 For people will love only themselves and their money. They will be boastful and proud, scoffing at God, disobedient to their parents, and ungrateful. They will consider nothing sacred. 3 They will be unloving and unforgiving; they will slander others and have no self-control. They will be cruel and hate what is good. 4 They will betray their friends, be reckless, be puffed up with pride, and love pleasure rather than God. 5 They will act religious, but they will reject the power that could make them godly. Stay away from people like that!
6 They are the kind who work their way into people’s homes and win the confidence of vulnerable women who are burdened with the guilt of sin and controlled by various desires. 7 (Such women are forever following new teachings, but they are never able to understand the truth.) 8 These teachers oppose the truth just as Jannes and Jambres opposed Moses. They have depraved minds and a counterfeit faith. 9 But they won’t get away with this for long. Someday everyone will recognize what fools they are, just as with Jannes and Jambres.
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1 John 3:10
So now we can tell who are children of God and who are children of the devil. Anyone who does not live righteously and does not love other believers does not belong to God.
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John 8:44
For you are the children of your father the devil, and you love to do the evil things he does. He was a murderer from the beginning. He has always hated the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he lies, it is consistent with his character; for he is a liar and the father of lies.
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These are the last days and we have to be careful who we let in our lives I pray for you all that God keeps you in His light in Jesus Name.
very true
Sparklepeace,
No truer words have been spoken.
Be Blessed in Yeshua, (Jesus), the Worthy Lamb, and our KING of kings and LORD of lords.
May the Almighty God Shine His Face Upon You.
And may you be Filled with His Holy Spirit.
Amen.
Love,
a.
This is exactly how I feel sometimes. Sometimes when I first meet people they seem to like me, but after some time the friendship will dissolve. They will not call anymore or if they see me, they act funny, wont speak etc. This cycle happens almost everywhere i go or have been. Its physically and mentally devastating. I am tired or experiencing this and feeling lonely and rejected. I wonder if this could be my problem exactly or what? I am nice, friendly and cute (by many people’s statements)
I’ve experianced this most of my life. It has profoundly influenced me in very negative ways. Not long ago I realized something that first century christians looked to. This is not our home. We know in our hearts that we want Love, Happiness and Acceptance but we forget that the people are just as flawed as we are. Gucci, Rolex and Ferrari don’t fix the problem or make us better. Pray, Don’t be formal just talk to God through our Savior’s Gift we can. Talk to God. It helps.
Thank you Stephen for your comments of concern. You are right. Its hard though b/c who likes to feel lonely and hated in a world of 6 billion people? I need to talk more to God and develop a deeper relationship so that I can get my mind on him and “higher callings”.
Im hated by all 6 billion people I encounter. Not ONCE have I ran into someone who hasn’t rejected me. Thats how WIDE the path to Hell is, that almost EVERYONE is on it. Then theres me, who is on Jesus’ path and I get attacked by EVERYONE for it cuz im headed to salvation and not a pit of fire.
Exactly what has been happening to me all of my life.. i too am very attractive .. i am friendly and very tolerant .. yet !
hi Lorraine
They probably are jealous of you also. So you were a real prime target for nasty spirits.
Wow. Yes cuz I look in the mirror and I see a pretty girl and people who DONT attack me (which is rare) tell me how beautiful and pretty or gorgeous I am……but i get hated by EEEEEEEEVERYONE even men!!! So my question is, the PERSON that is being used by the demon to hate us, cant look at us and see that were pretty to negate their demonic influence??????
Like a big tall man of like 6’3 will hate me for no reason and its like i guess my prettiness doesn’t mean CRAP!
I know this hurts you, but I also sense you are afraid. Would it help if you turn every hostile person over to Jesus and leave them there in His hands, trust Him to handle it, trust Him to care for you, and start detaching emotionally a little bit from all this? Hint: I listen to urban gospel music and I sing it out loud whenever I need a boost. It lifts my spirits and makes my faith stronger. God bless, honey. We do get furloughs sometimes and friends when we need them.
Rionne
Do not fret over these people who have demons and reject you.
it is their sin, not yours.
Just be the good person you are.
Also Marianne, how did you come to learn about this concept? When I confided in people (and there has been many) about people hating me or suddenly losing interest in continuing a friendship, they all would say its “in my head” and that I was looking for negative circumstances. Sadly many christians and ministers would say the same thing. They made me feel overly frustrated b/c I am not imagining this.
Hi Hungryforchange,
Unfortunately for me, I am like the rest of the human race. I have to learn things the hard way. I just have had too many experiences like this. The more you have, the more you think about it, and finally figure it out. I wish someone had told me, and helped me prevent a lot of pain. But there was no one, so I had to go through it, thinking it must be me. But God had mercy on me, and gave me enough wisdom to put the pieces together. Now, I try to help others with the same issues, to help them prevent bad things happening.
The spirit world is real….it is not in your head….
The nicer you are, the nastier the spirits get, and the bigger the attack. So you need to be informed, and build yourself up for spiritual battle.
Dear Marianne, This rejection caused by the evil spirits hurts the most when it is members of your own family, and our enemy knows this. Recently on my quest to learn how the early Christians worshipped Jesus, and fought such evil powers, I came across one of the names of God, Alpha and Omega. If you keep this name on display in your homes, it will stop fighting and quarrelling amongst your own family members. In ancient English Churches one of the names of God Alpha and Omega was put at the front of the Church and this name was so powerful it stopped the arguements and fightings of the people and held the early Church together. I am sure that it will do the same for our families if we honour this name of God in our homes.
Dear Cornish evangelist,
That is a good idea. I have prayers posted, but I should add the name of God to the entrance and to other rooms.
Well I am thinking about what if Christians put
all the names of God around there rooms maybe that is what the early Christians did.
Hi Cornish evangelist,
I think this tradition is similar to, or an outgrowth of the Jewish Mezuzah, which God had commanded the Jews to put on all their doorposts. The traditional one has El Shadai written on it. I have one on my front door. But I should add one for each room.
thank you
Yes that is right put the name El Shadai in every room.
Yes put the name of our God El Shadai
every where.
I just read about (A mezuzah is a sacred parchment inscribed by hand with two portions of Torah. It is stored in a protective case and hung on the doorposts of Jewish homes. … I will do this I will put Psalm 91 and El Shadai written on it. More weapons of our warfare.
Hi Marianne,
The Holy Scriptures says:
Pro 29:10
The bloodthirsty hate the upright: but the just seek his soul
Mat 5:44
But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;
Luk 6:22
Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you [from their company], and shall reproach [you], and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man’s sake.
Jhn 15:18
If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before [it hated] you.
Just call me Angel Of The Morning
What is a Scapegoat?
Here’s the pop culture definition:
“A person upon whom the blame for the mistakes of others is thrust.”
In Biblical Times:
A Scapegoat was the name of a Desert Demon.
A Scapegoat was placed over the head of a person, of which the high priest of the ancient jews confessed the sins of the people on the Day of Atonement after which it was allowed to escape.
Now, if you put a bunch of modern-day scapegoats together in a room for the first time; who would THEY pick as their Scapegoat?
This might be an interesting “social engineering” experiment that can be conducted by the C.I.A. or the N.S.A. or their contractors in the Third World.
Hi Phil-adelphia
I guess I will not ask what the name of the desert demon is.
Yes, there truly are people who know who you are in glaze.
I have known Muslims who known i am Israeli when i did not know it even myself, i have seen people shouting bad words at me and i have been in situation where girl with demon shouted at me loudly three times: DO NOT SIT THERE (CLOSE TO ME IN ENGLISH).
For i said im Israeli i mean that i have found out by DNA and family research and by G-d that mother is Jew and father is Levite, which makes me Levite.
I am so happy, is was so desperate seeking who i am, until G-d made it so clear that there was no excuse.
BTW; Any righteous believer walking with G-d every day can tell you that some of your articles are not Good (meaning some are not what G-d wants).
Now is spring, its good time to make some house and website cleanup if you will (should be done before pesach), do you agree?
May G-d bless you and give you wisdom, so that you may love Him more and care less of world.
hi Aharon,
I agree that we have our spiritual identity and that others can see this.
I will never treat you badly, because what I see is precious in you. You are always welcome here.
My posts here are my opinions. People are free to agree or disagree.
The main reason I present opinions is to encourage people to think, and look in the bible to find proof for their thoughts.
I do not want people to be blind sheep, but informed people, who know the scriptures. They need to do this to debate different issues. This is good for the soul.
I guess you think I have chometz on my site. That is fine. Maybe I do, but it is for spiritual digestion.
I want people to eat, digest, and learn for themselves, so they will be smart, and be prepared to teach others in an intelligent way.
WOW!!!!! My husband and I BOTH KNEW EXACTLY what you were talkin about in this subject!!!! We have both experienced this-YES- before they even know us! This is RIGHT ON! This is SPIRITUAL WARFARE! I’m glad you’re exposing this to people so that they can be prepared, Marianne!
It is easier for some people to stick their heads into the sand, write these attacks off as “it’s all in my mind” or “this person was just having a bad day.” Spiritual warfare training in the majority of the churches today is a feared subject and doesn’t happen much. Just mention the word “demon” in a baptist church and watch the crowd scatter! I feel at times it is simply because people have a form of godliness but want to deny the power of it. To some it is easier to just accept and follow than it is to stand on the ROCK and fight. I appreciate this article you have written, and recognize the truths of it. Maybe some day others will realize the authority given to the believing follower of Jesus Christ and submit to what GOD would have us do.
HI Sharon,
My hope is that people learn about this, and what their authority is in Jesus, so they will fight, and not be victimized. Too many are beaten down by rejections they do not deserve.
As long as people run from demons, they are in submission to them.
Hi & Yes, Marianne… This is exactly what is happening. For example.. I can be out walking in city, market or nature and when I meet people then some of them are looking at me with total hatred or disgust. Also when trying to find a work, shop etc. Or there is people who look only to “lust”. But there is also people I meet who don´t and just give me a smile. I mean I am a “normal” looking woman but it doesen´t matter. What I want to say is that this has incresed since I started to pray to Jesus Christ in 2006 to get saved after years of opression in the new age and occult. Before in my life I thought it was something wrong with me and I condemned myself for being hated by parents etc. Is it so that demons communicate to others? This is really trying in everyway to decieve, lure, lie opress me to give up.
God bless/
Hi Ina,
There is nothing wrong with you. It is a choice to either accept God or demons in our lives.
So the people who choose evil, instead of good, are the ones responsible for the negative situation.
Never feel guilty about it. Just realize that the negative person is in worst trouble for choosing this, than you are, for being rejected.
Do not give up. Use this as a method to pick out good people who will be good friends, and to eliminate bad people in your life, who will cause trouble.
They are the ones who are really oppressed. You are free in Jesus. You will be ok.
Jesus said: They hated meand they will Hate you too! Fear not for we walk by FAITH not by SIGHT.
DTB
Ina,….yes, demons communicate with each other. They have also been around for a long time, so they have a full bag of tricks. DavWms
Yes..
Also this spiritual warfare is obvious escalating and it is sad that so many people don´t know what is going on…
You know now you mention it it has happened at time. My boss used to sort of ridicule me (heknows im christian) for no reason, not all the time. Since he has gotten to know me he and I are besties. But I did feel that initially and prayed at those times (inside). My boss is an atheist. Anyway I think that can happen but pray when it does and things can turn around. God is in control
Sorry in AUstralia besties means best friends
Its interesting my friend Patti who calls herself a Catholic after reading this article said people who believe this must have mental problems. lol Its funny that people think anything that has to do with the devil is silly.
Hi Barry,
They will not think the devil is silly when they meet him……
Those of us who are sensitive and care about humanity and expect people to follow the Golden Rule are often dissappointed in our fellow man. After many years of having hatred directed at me I have realized that sometimes my desire for acceptance rules over my desire for pleasing God. It is a very delicate balance and sometimes the line becomes blurred between our love for acceptance and our love for God. I think that when people show hatred to me, Jesus is right there and the question is, do I let human unkindness hurt me or do I turn to Jesus and thank Him for being there and praising Him for saving me from being that kind of ugly.
hI jules,
I am glad to hear that you do not let human unkindness hurt you. I know Jesus is there, but I can still feel the hurt. I long for the day when it is over. May God bless you, and keep you strong. He must have something special planned for you, as you have overcome much. Thank you for sharing.
Marianne: Thank you. Let me clarify, though! I am 60 years old and have been through all the emotions and most of the reactions that come up from hurt feelings. In my life I have gone way to far not to get my feelings hurt. I would even say that I am guilty of putting love before God. Finally, I realized what I was doing. I pray that God can still use me at this late date. Thanks for your thoughts. I know God is very patient and that He loves me.
Can’t thank you enough for posting this!! I was in the store and walked passed a total stranger who turned and just gave me the coldest stare. I was at my friends graduation and watching them march in I turned around and a woman eyes were cold fixed on me. I could feel hate and always found it curious as to why were these complete strangers staring like that it is also something I have experienced with family members.
hi Shantae
This just happened to me recently in a doctor’s office. I was a new patient. The receptionist hated me immediately, and told the doctor things that were not true. I waited and waited.
The doctor finally came in and refused to treat me, because I was “found to be antagonistic,” and she refused to see me.!! I had not done anything wrong, except just sit there and wait. It was the receptionist responding in a wild irrational way to me. I will not go back there- ever.
Many people are like this now, as the world gets darker.
The evil eye is the name for a sickness or misfortune transmitted by someone who is envious, jealous, or covetous. It is also called the invidious eye and the envious eye.
The evil eye belief is that a person can harm you, your children, your livestock, etc. by staring at them with admiration and/or envy and praising them.
But that does not necessarily mean that the person who harbors admiration/jealousy and gives the evil eye is an evil person. Often, it is indeed a genuine admiration and the effect is un-intentional.
One way to ward off evil is to wear a seal with the HAND OF YHWH on it it will ward off evil eye.
I have such a seal if you need it.
Jude Chapter 1 Verse 9=Yet Michael the archangel, when contending with the devil he disputed about the body of Moses, durst not bring against him a railing accusation, but said, The Lord rebuke thee.
There are many things in the above verse that can also be tied in with the present subject here…
As followers of JESUS CHRIST, we need to expect these things to come our way-most of the time the devil doesn’t spend much time attacking his present followers, because they surely aren’t doing anything for GOD’s kingdom. We are also told in the Word that we should expect no better because we are no greater than our Master.
That is knowledge-we are told to expect trouble from the spirits in people and people themselves.
The verse also shows that there is no use in argueing with the devil or his servants…remember that the devil is a liar and the father of the lie…there will be no winning for us in a dispute with him based on our own knowledge and standing, because even though we are heirs to the throne through adoption, the enemy is still more powerful than we are on this plane. Even Michael who is spiritually able to do battle keeps it direct-he doesn’t bother to try to argue, debate or do anything other than rely on the LORD.
The truth about spiritual warfare is in the pages of GOD’s Word-
we are to walk by faith, not by sight and depend completely upon the Lord to take care of us.
In saying all of this, understand I mean no disrespect to the poster before me, but I don’t need a talisman to be protected from the onslaught of the enemy-all I need is to plead the blood of JESUS over myself, ask HIM for HIS protection to make it through the battle and BELIEVE in HIS ability to keep me.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL~!
Dear Sharon, And no disrespect to you either, we have been pleading the blood of Jesus for twenty three years and will continue to do so.
When we speak of the blood and the name of Jesus we are using one of our weapons, and a mighty one at that, but still it is one of our weapons.
YHWH has provided an abundance of weapons for our armery.
Those who practice witchcraft and black magic have an array of weapons to attack us with.
Now, we as Christians must re-discover the weapons of our warfare, for they are mighty for the pulling down of strongholds.
Just to name but a few, The bread and the wine a mighty waepon, holy water mighty weapon, anointing oil mighty weapon, psalm 91 and other scriptures are mighty weapons.
The name YESHUA, the name YHWH, the name ADONAI, the name ELOHIM, the twenty two Hebrew letters these are but a few of our weapons.
It is time for us Christians to wake up and rise up and attack the enemy head on, for our weapons are mighty to the pulling down of strongholds. God bless you Sharon always, the word you gave is excellant. God bless, Billy.
Hello Billy : )
There was a time in my life before coming to the saving knowledge of JESUS CHRIST that I was heavily involved in witchcraft. I am very familiar with some of the tools that the enemy uses for his purposes, and one of the most oft used is a “familiar object” -an object that has sentimental value to the hit-could be a family heirloom (generational curse/bloodline curse) a piece of jewelry gifted to the hit (incantations and specific rituals performed to attatch a demonic force to the object, giving the demon legal ground to work against the person).
We are to be wise as serpants and gentle as doves according to the Word. That doesn’t mean that we should go paranoid over every little thing, but it does mean that in order to have that wisdom, GOD has bestowed the HOLY GHOST into our being to lead, guide and protect those who belong to HIM. We have discernment because of this, and when we feel unease in our spirit based on something that doesn’t bear as prudent for us, we are to check against the scripture and see if it lines up. If it doesn’t, then we are to stay away from that thing.
Likewise, in the Old Testament, GOD was very angry with Isreal when Moses was on the mount and they started fashioning images of their golden calf god to worship instead of worshipping HIM.
Hence another reason I definately feel reluctance to rely on such items…
You have the right to believe and follow what ever you choose, and I respect that right, but also understand as someone who has seen the other side of the fence, I stand very firmly when it comes to seeing someone possibly getting tangled up in the very claws of the enemy by putting trust in an object instead of in GOD.
To remain silent would mean someone’s blood could possibly be required of me when it comes time for me to answer for my actions here on this earth.
I have no desire to see anyone ignorantly enter into where I have been in the past…
I say this in all the love that has been placed in my heart…and I do not say it to argue, to cause problems, nor for any evil purpose.
GOD will lead HIS children in the paths of HIS righteousness by HIS Word, HE will reveal to us by the unction of the HOLY GHOST what HE would have us do and when HE would have us do it. To enter into a battle that GOD hasn’t put us into is rebellion and standing on the flesh and self instead of listening and obeying HIM….1 Sam 15:22 And Samuel said, Hath the LORD as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices, as in obeying the voice of the LORD? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams. (KJV)
GOD bless in return,
Sharon
God does lead His Children. What a sweetheart this child of God is!!
Dear Sharon,
Christians must not go around with their eyes shut! The spiritual world is very real.
In the Bible it is also written in many instances where God has told people to use earthly objects anointed by Him to ward off evil.Eg -the rod of Moses, a brass snake on a pole for people to look upon and thereby get healed, the mantle of Elijah(cloak)etc, you will find many such things.
If you went into a battle against an enemy, and you stood up and said,” the blood of Jesus”, the enemy would cut you down. Well, I am using this illustration to tell you that we need to listen to God, to find out which weapon we need to employ to defeat the enemy.
The Father knows the right one to use at the right time, and we must be familiar with the weapons and shields that He provides and not go around with our eyes shut. For the enemy goes around like a roaring lion seeking whom he may devour.
I have never been involved in any kind of witchcraft or dark arts, I was always brought up to believe in Jesus and many of my past generations have also been Christians, yet I come from a part of England which is called Cornwall, and Cornwall is riddled with witchcraft.
In fact most of Cornwall is haunted by evil spirits which appear to people and frighten them, witchcraft rituals take place on the lonely moors by people like doctors, nurses, as well as other professions.
We must as Christians be aware of what is around us and what is going on, these spells and curses must be broken by God’s wisdom, and we must put on the whole armour of God and not just use a bit of it.
Hi Cornish evanglist and Sharon
Something I had forgotten myself to mention to others, also being busy with spiritual warfare, is praise.
The devil cannot stay around it. We can be blessing God, praising his holy name, bowing our knees to him, and giving thanks.
The blessings, praises, and words of thanksgiving will not only drive away the curses, but they will lift our spirits as well.
I just had to comment about using praise in spiritual warfare. When I was going through demonic oppression several years ago and had major trouble sleeping at night, someone suggested that I play praise and worship music on low volume on my cd at night. I had it set to play continuously and it worked wonders. I began to sleep peacefully for the fist time in over a year.
My advice to others if you feel an attack coming on, put on the praise music–it will run the devil off!
AMEN!
http://www.my.homewithgod.com/heavenlymidis2/sacrifice.html
it is your choice to believe and do as you choose to do. I have done what I was unctioned to do. I will leave it at that.
I’ve done allot allot of Spiritual Warfare
Seems out of necessity or what God has been teaching me.
Whatever the case so to speak
Your article just brings confirmation from what I learned
From what I learned.
My conclusion, on this issue before I even known of this article
Is basically the same findings on what I came across.
It is Sad the way the state of the world is
Anyone getting into any Strife do not know what Spirit
maybe driving them
Having Discernment helps show this.
It is so important to keep your peace and not
Have the enemy steal it from you.
Stay out of strife. Don’t even enter the ring.
When he temps.
That is what I’m learning all over again
Love and Forgiveness too.
But what I seen at work as said in the article,
when using discernment (Gift of the Spirit) you can test the spirits
And find out what’s going on in your environment.
Opposite action can get a reaction
Even Gods presence or being a light in the darkness
Sends the darkness fleeing, even annoy it
Spending time with God makes you shine brighter…………
Noticed as well the Darkness will try to cover up as an added note
to add.
Thank you Michael …
You have helped me today.
I’ve also had this happen alot from the time I was growing up until the present. I never understood it and always thought there was something wrong with me. I’ve even experienced this hatred from other supposed Christians. This explanation makes alot of sense.
I am curious do evil people literally feed off of other peoples pain? I know such a person that if he gets you upset he literally gets giddy and if everything is going well its as if goodness bores him or turnes him off. Also, if evil people can’t change then why are we to witness to them. This is what I hear from family saying so and so will never change and I should just let them be.
Shontae
yes, they can feed off you like a parasite. But as far as being hopeless, only God knows that for sure. So we witness to them anyhow.
However, if they are hurting you in some way, stay away from them.
I’ve experienced this quite a few times. Something else that is sort of similar happened to me with a woman who I had been friends with at a previous church. We had been good friends for about 2 yrs and I kind of looked up to her as a mentor. She seemed to be really “gifted” with the gifts of word-of-knowledge and prophecy. However, over time, I came to realize she was not operating under the holy spirit but under a spirit similar to what fortune tellers operate under. I started to also detect a subtle arrogance and pride underlying her “super spiritual” persona. Right at the time I became aware of all of this, even though I was nice and treated her the same as I always had, she suddently began to shun me and became quite hostile towards me. I would enter a room where she was in with other church ladies and she would call them out of the room except for me, leaving me alone. This appeared to be very deliberate. I felt like I was being ostracized. I would go to prayer meetings and if she was there, I felt very strongly that she was praying against me. I don’t know why I felt that way. On one occasion, during a church service, I inexplicably found myself praying for protection from God because I felt like she was spiritually attacking me–like something was trying to invade my mind. I can’t rationally explain it. I wonder if when I discovered what wss behind her “gifts” if maybe any demons that were influencing her were aware that I now Knew the “truth” and had begun to influence her behavior towards me?
hi Stacey
The demonic is irrational. It does not have to make sense.
She is a witch. Her “gifts” are not real, and obviously not from God, as you have determined.
Churches are loaded with witchcraft now. Everyone wants to be important, so they take the cheap and easy way to power.
I was dying burning up inside from a massive overdose, feet were rumbling in the corridors in prep for stomach pump… I realised i was dying filled with regret I breathed out the words God what have I done, I am sorry forgive me. I turned my head to see the rays of sun light up the floating dust particles I reached my hand out to touch the golden dust and asked God to let me live so as I can touch the dust. I started to pray the Lords prayer and immediately i felt a cold rush through my body from the head down. I was then pumped. The Doctors told me I it was a miracle that I survived and that due to the amount I had taken and what I had taken, I should be dead or in a vegetated state. I know that a greater power interviened at that moment when I was only 16.
thank you xeli for your testimony. May God always bless and protect you.
I also had a weird experience last year at this church I started working at 3 days a week. I had only been there for a week and I was walking down the hall. Right as I passed by this one classroom, I felt this sensation like a jolt going through my body. At that moment I locked eyes with a woman I had never seen nor met. The look coming from her was pure hatred. I never even spoke a word to her. My heart started racing and I felt like I was about to have a panic attack on the spot. My head felt totally confused. About an hour after that, I walked back down to the classroom to ask her and another lady if they needed any help with the project they were working on. She said “No, We do not thank you very much!” The way she said it was so sarcastic and venomous it made me sick. It seemed as if she was clenching her teeth when she said this. I wanted to run as far away from her as I could. My heart was racing and I developed an immediate headache. I did not attend church there, but I could tell that she was highly regarded there, very popular, and very involved. I could not understand my reaction. I’ve experienced this quite a few times as I mentioned in my above post from a few months ago, but I had never met this woman. In the past, I have had other similar situations where I have detected things like this in people and have experienced these reactions yet other people cannot understand why I feel that way about a particular person. People would say things like, “I don’t know why you feel that way because she/he is one of the nicest people I know.” They would be genuinely confused. I’m not saying this this to put down other Christians, but I think alot of believers are clueless in the discernment department.
It sounds like you met a religious jezebel. They have a lot of power in the church.
Yep! I have felt this stacey. in fact i feel it all the time I get so used to people not liking me. Once I was almost forced to rebuke the spirit outloud in public because of the spiritual pressure and the effects of the hatred from the person! I always think it must be me maybe I have a demon but something always confirms the opposite because I get so much nonsense from thos ewith demonic spirits….and then there are times where I meet people who are so far off that we both know we don’t like each other. and its like they know I know the truth about them that everyone else is oblivious to!
Thanks, I came across this site, I was brought here by my yearning for answers. I do experience this phenomenon of hate, and strange looks bordering on dislike from total strangers, and even people I know, one moment they are fine, the next moment they could be strange towards you, and even go out of their way to attempt to unsettle me without having done anything to them. I get the feeling this is an action to place me in a position of constant discomfort, for reasons I do not understand. I hold no malice or hatred towards anyone. I’m always willing to help people, but I get a reaction of hostility and abrupt disinterest towards me. I always have to pray and cover myself in the blood of Jesus to accomplish anything.
I truly believe spiritual ‘signals’ are transmitted through each of us, our discernment of this signals depend on our level of spiritual development and awareness.
It’s not that there would not be provocations against you via ‘human’ conduits of demonic influences, it just means you are armed and covered, such that the human agent’s antics do not unsettle you, you are able to go by your day to day pursuits.
It’s easy to say, I wish you could pray this provocations away to disappear forever, but, by the nature of the ‘path’ of light you’ve chosen, you are constantly a target of provocation by the ones that serve the master of this world. More and more people, irrespective whether christians, or not, are increasingly now driven solely by ‘primal instincts’(envy, jealousy, fear, greed, non contentment) which invariably have enabled access to the dark. The world is becoming more and more a battle ground, with the rigtheous becoming more and more isolated, and under siege, the devil employs all sorts of tricks in his attempt to ostracise the righteous. So I urge you to constantly pray and always stay on the path of light, for you are not missing anything by the inducements of satan that is turning people increasingly to unprovoked hostility towards people who they feel are different
hi Michael
Thank you for sharing your insights. True, this experience will get worse, not better, because of the way the world is going. So it is good to understand what is happening, and maintain our faith through it.
“I truly believe spiritual ‘signals’ are transmitted through each of us, our discernment of this signals depend on our level of spiritual development and awareness.”
While attending a Baptist college, the Holy Spirit connected me with 2 other people on campus that had also received the baptism in the HS. One of them, I remember this so well, had an incredible light that shone in her eyes-. When first meeting her I noticed her eyes just lit up…its hard to explain, but when I noticed this, I thought to myself, she has the HS inside of her…I took a chance and asked her and she got so excited that someone else had also received the baptism…remember we were at a baptist college….long story short, while there, the HS connected all 3 of us, Me, Cherie and my computer professor. So, yes, I absolutely believe in the spiritual signals per se whether good or bad…thanks Michael for sharing that!
Am I bared from your site?
If so then it reminds me of the song …
‘You’ve picked a fine time to leave me Lucille’
abigail
why would you say that? You have always freely posted here. I have been sick for the past 2 weeks with a bad virus. I am barely functioning at the moment, and have no clue about what the light spots are on the round CD disk looking thing. I have no background in that.
marianne,
I am sorry that you are not feeling well.
I said that because when I’ve tried to post this morning,
I found that my name and subscription was empty.
i had to fill it again and I did not know what to think.
That is why I questioned if I was for some reason barred from posting on your site.
The song lyrics I was referring to is this.
‘you’ve picked a fine time to leave me Lucille.
Four hungry children and CROPS in the field.’
I know I’ve always freely posted on your site.
But what to think?
Since at the bottom of the page I did not find my name nor my address.
Now concerning the ‘shield from the sun’ on the telescope …
If you look at the white circle that is the size of our sun.
If you look to west of our sun you will see the luminous object fast approaching the sun.
If its’ distance from the camera is the same as the sun then …
you surely can see the size of it compared to the white circle on the dark shield.
It is NOT a SMALL object.
And it is NOT Venus or some other solar system known celestial body.
It has traversed in just 24 hrs. an alarming span of space.
Hi Abigail,
“I found that my name and subscription was empty.”
Maybe you just deleted your cookies? LOL.
abigail
That might happen if you are logged out. WordPress even logs me out sometimes, and I have to log back in.
Yes Abigail….go away….LOL Laughing
just kidding! This site just wouldn’t be the same w/out you! Your my “rapture check”! Laughing….as long as your on here I know I didn’t miss it! 
You and Marianne!
Marianne,
Sorry to hear that you have been sick, I will ask God of Israel for healing and mercy for you!
BTW, do you have me and my friend Mikhail on prayer list? Both of us are still in a mess, so I hope you have us in your prayers.
Regards, from your friend and brother in Lord Jesus Christ, the “white crow” among Jews and Christians,
Gavriel.
yes, Gavirel
Both you and Mikhail are still on my prayer list. You do not come off unless you tell me all is well.
yes, Gavriel
Both you and Mikhail are still on my prayer list. You do not come off unless you tell me all is well.
Love this post Marianne. After reading several of the comments above I can’t help but think of 2 situations. One of them was when I was pregnant with my youngest son. During an introduction to someone I had never met, while shaking his hand the HS said loud and clear-this man is a child molestor. I could just imagine the look I had on my face when given that information…long story short, approx 8 mths later he was arrested and sent to prison for an international child pornography ring of sorts going all the way to Australia!!! WOW! Thank you G-D! And the second situation was and still is with my “best friend”. I have known her since 1995-we met in college. I thought she was my best friend…she got herself involved in ghost hunting, which led into Tarot cards, which led into other things that I don’t understand. Against my better judgement, I let her do a tarot card reading on me last year. She became physically sick afterwards-she actually looked pale. I prayed and asked forgiveness for this moment of weakness on my part but I will never forget how it affected her. Our friendship just ended soon after that after knowing her for 15 years! I had a dream about her about a month ago which involved the rapture (I posted it on another subject here) and in the dream she was standing there looking horrified..I was yelling and saying “its time”…for 15 years I have tried to witness to her and now I realize I ended up getting “sucked” into her world rather than her into mine per se. I want to tell her about the dream…but I know she would just laugh if she didn’t hang up on me first. I do still care about her and her family and I guess at this point all I can do is just pray for them.
hi lyndsey
I had a friend like that once. I met her almost 40 years ago. She was into astrology and the occult. Over time, we parted, but I still care about her salvation.
Do you think its best I just “help from afar” by praying…I just don’t want to be around it and I hate how I succumbed to her tarot card reading…she made it sound “fun”. I left feeling guilty and she looked like she was going to throw up…lol I guess G-D was mad at her for doing that…I don’t know…that was just my first thought when I saw how pale she was. Other times, I kept telling her not to contact anyone that had died (she really wanted to do this) because she would be contacting a demon who would tell her whatever she wanted to hear..even her husband (who is a mason by the way) would fuss about the “stuff” she brought home with her after ghost hunting. I am relieved that I’m not around it anymore. I do remember, however, She was there for me when I had my horse accident and when I was life flighted. She drove to downtown Atlanta to Grady (if you know how scary that hospital is you would understand, even tho it is the best trauma center here) at midnight and was there everyday until I was discharged. The irony is that Doctors told her that there was no medical explanation for my recovery-I should have died, paralysis or severe brain damage…you would think she would have seen how G-D intervened for me and how miraculous He is…I love her for that support and will just continue praying…I just want to know I am doing the right thing because I know I will have to answer to G-D for this decision.
And I hope your feeling better too-I said a prayer
lyndsey
Since she is a proven friend, just be honest with her. Tell her what you told me. Tell her you are praying for her, and why.
Hello,
I have been reading some of your entries today, but I must say that you have NO IDEA how much this one has blessed me today!
I have been experiencing this all my life, and I, too, have been dismissed as ‘crazy’ or told that this was ‘all in my head’ when i tried to talk to someone—-anyone—-about this. until now, I felt so lonely and alone, so misunderstood. But no longer.
What’s so awesome about this is not only have I been confirmed by this post, and received much-needed information, but I was able to see how God, in His infinite wisdom, ordered my steps in teaching me how to react and behave, even when I didn’t even know what was going on and why this was happening. I am deeply grateful to the HS for His divine providence, and may God continue to bless you, dear lady, for allowing yourself to be used by Him. Praise God; I no longer feel alone anymore! I no longer feel ‘strange’, ‘crazy’ (some of the many names I have been called), or afraid! Thank you, Jesus!
hi aplus32
It is hard to endure rejection, but if you are automatically rejected by worldly people, it means you are really blessed.
You are a mirror to their fleshly nature, and they cannot stand to be around you.
I understand. Just keep the faith, and look up to Jesus, not those around you, for your acceptance.
Well I thank G-D that I am “crazy” more than all of ya….LOL
Marianne, this is what I have felt for along long time. even when i started consecrating my life and doing spiritual warfare, I would go to different areas and people would react to me in different ways, its like we were both silently communicating underneath the mask of our outwardly pursuits. Like in London, there are a whole load of Jezebels especially in the posh and rich areas who love to lord it over those who come into their spriitual environment and attempt to dominate….Like someone said on a above post, I always have got into public transport and I would et the feeling that everyone would look at me but with pure hatred and disgust, and i feel like If i entertain them, they strive to compete but if I overcome them they become mads. its like they want attention also. Another thing, I feel like they want to randomly beat me up in the street or wherever. I even had a thought once that EVERYONE in a busy street could stop and try plot to do a wicekd thing! I’m not paranoid because my spirit always feels uncomfortable or I get a stirring telling me something is up! Also, if you speak the truth or attempt to, you get ridiculed or they try shut you up from shining light on their darkenss. I even feel fearful and a panic attack feeling rising in my stomach to my heart and pounding against my chest…mostly when i meet someone my spirit doesn’t take to…and I feel like they’re trying to force me to like them like evryone else does!
Lee
Well, at least you know they are the problem, and not you. It will be a challenge to find those that comfort your spirit, instead of attack it. These are dark times, and so this is expected. But just continue on, and do your best.
I have a very few select friends and when I explain to my friends why I don’t have sooo many friends they find it hard to understand…but they’re not that spiritually minded though. I always thought what if everyone felt that way to oneanother, that each and everyone hated the sight of each other? that would mean that we all can’t be christians of we felt that way…but i have dented my pride and admited there are some problems with me and tried to mend it but whenever I do so, it seems “they” get even angrier! and btw my friends some of them are athiests but whatever reason , I believe God has his hand on some unbelievers maybe because He knows they will accept Him. Like my friend who doesn’t believe in God, if you encounted him, you’d think he was a Christian because of his warmth and genuinty and my spirit feels at ease with him in his presence. what do you think Marianne,have you ever had athiest friends who seem to be genuine thought they don’t believe in the Lord? and yet they are nice and they love being around you?
hi Lee
It is possible for an atheist to be very ethical, and pleasant. Inside, they instinctively do God’s will. They just don’t know it. I think these people can eventually be saved.
Agreed! Since my time at university I have some very good friends who are comfortable around me and I get the impression that whenever I speak about church, God e.t.c. they seem to be fine with it! one time, I spoke to my friend about God and he seemed to be soaking it in and not rejecting it. He didn’t say anything or I didn’t get a feeling that he was despising what i said. he just sat there like someone genuinely interested and when i saw him afterwards thereon he was fine with me.
Also Mariannewhat do you think about going into certain areas? i find that whenever I travel into certain environments, I get the feeling that certain people look at me and i feel uncomfortable in that area as if there are spiritual stronghold spirits
Also Marianne what do you think about going into certain areas? i find that whenever I travel into certain environments, I get the feeling that certain people look at me and i feel uncomfortable in that area as if there are spiritual stronghold spirits
Have you received the baptism of the Holy Spirit?
yep! But I fell into sin and have backslided. Although I was on another blog and the lady there said that with all what I had been through (when I explained to her that I went to a church that had some questionable spiritual practices like laying on hands and transfering things) I may have gotten a false holy spirit. She said that when you become born again, the Holy Spirit comes automatically to live in you. no need to receive him again. and I was in a church that was laying hands and one time, the pastor said “he’s right beside you” but I had no sense of God’s presence and also my legs started shaking but I didn’t want it to! And there were some false words e.t.c. i don’t know I sometimes feel like maybe i was too hard but I became uncomfortable with the teaching like “i see money in my hands” and ” we need a guiding spirit” even word of faith preachers have been there like Jerrry Savelle e.t.c.
Lee
It sounds like you have had some fake experiences. Just compare what you experience with what he bible says. False money and power stuff is obvious to you, so you have a better relationship with the holy spirit than people say you have. You do not need to “feel” anything for the HS to be there. He is spirit, not physical.
Lee
It sounds like you have had some fake experiences. Just compare what you experience with what the bible says. False money and power stuff is obvious to you, so you have a better relationship with the holy spirit than people say you have. You do not need to “feel” anything for the HS to be there. He is spirit, not physical.
Yep, I definetely had some fake experiences.
This is what I sent to one of the admin on another blog site called “Discerning the World”
it first started when i went back to a pentecostal church that I had
been going to when I was younger and gave my life Christ. the way I gave
my life to Christ was by doing a sinners prayer BUT there was a work of
god in my heart as my desire for the Word grew. that was 5 years ago when
i was 15. I’m now 20. It was then that you know when your young and fresh
and vibrant your on the milk of the Word, your hungry for the meat also, I
wanted to receive the Holy Spirit so I did….and I started following His
leading and I spoke tongues. Then come 2007 and God started to speak to
me how the world is coming to an end very soon and that even then, the
antichrist was preparing to step onto the world stage and even now he is
here among us! At this time my aunty gave me a book on spiritual warfare
by Brown called “He Came To Set The Captives Free”. It was during this
period that I started getting attacked and having fear well up in me and
no matter how much I rebuked it it will get intenser! I could sense evil
spirits or unclean spirits in certain areas and everytime I traveled I had
a spiritual run-in with certain people who could discern that I was of
God. At this time, I fell into sexual sin (homosexuality) and I was
ashamed. I did not like it and it was wrong but I was and am going
through puberty moments and I repented but kept falling back into it ( I
did not do anything more just pornography).
Also around this time, in church and personal life I started having
problems. it was december 2008, the month and year my life really took a
plunge for the worse. I tell you, thats the worse year of my life leading
right into 2009. because I had a huge fight with my aunties after a
family misunderstanding. I was defending one of my other aunties and my
other two started verbally abusing and almost physically assaulting me.
It seems that fear just hit me in waves. my heart strated pounding fast,
i shook and became a different person, always fearing people. Needless to
say I was glad to get back to university outside London (I started
university in september 2008). It was also at this time that the church I
was going to as I began reading Brown’s books, was going downhill. I
could detect it in my spirit and tell that things spiritually were faulty
and strange. Like the pastor there would have visions constantly which I
knew from before when I was young and I accepted as normal I never thought
anything wrong as a matter of fact I thought ” wow, he has seen Jesus,
been taken up to heaven and he has a strong anointing” like literally, I
thought our ministry was special and really powerful. no one had the
anointing like us and no one was more favoured by God than us.” thats
what was in the psyche. but as I started to really get serious for Christ,
something clicked that it just wasn’t right. He once in a service called
me up and said that he had a vision of me. He started by saying “I had
vision of you – you know what you do?” and I stupidly answered yes but
really Deborah I should not have said that because I had no clue what he
was saying. anyway He said/and prophesied “I saw a crowd of people and I
saw stones coming out of your mouth and their faces were heavy. if you
would draw near to God then He would draw near to you and the grace you
will receive , people will marvel, what will come out of your mouth will
be likened unto Gold…this will happen one day, and you will remember
that that man who told you so, you will say “he saw something”" I wasn’t
sure what to make of this prophecy as he even laid hands on me (without
asking me)
another time, he laid hands on me, and waited for one minute and then
without my doing so, my legs began to wobble like jelly. and he then said
“you see, He’s standing right by you” but I didn’t feel any presence of
God at all!
Back to my sin of pornography, as I became fixated on this, the enemy took
advantage and I started to fall in my faith. I failed my first year at
university and had to lie to get my way back in (using the excuse that
because my grandmother died I was not able to concentrate) and also my
grandmother died a few days after michael jackson last year and the night
before I went onto pornorgaphy and had evil thoughts and think I may have
done something spiritually which might have killed her! I know it sounds
stupid. She was saved but she was disabled but she was strong; I just
feel like what if she went to hell and somehow, because of my falseness
and living in sin, she was never really saved (i did not minister to her
my aunty’s friend did but my aunty testifies she did gladly except Jesus
saying “I’ve waited my whole life for this”) But i just think because I
don’t want people and family looking up to me when inside I’m a wicked
liar, deceitful blaspheming sexually immoral unprofitable servant who may
not have been a child of God after all.
I started to decide that I wanted to get out og the church I was going
because it really turned into a prison! it was a cult. I never told
anyone I was leaving but since I was at university, that was my excuse.
anyway, when my grandmother died, the pastor (same guy who laid hands on
me) offered to conduct the funeral (BIG MISTAKE!!!) It caused family
problems and because my aunty (who is my mother’s cousin) who goes to the
church as well, she left because she saw the way the church had been
going and how GOod showed her the methods they were using where almost
occultic and had problems with he pastor and so on the morning of the
funeral, he refused to conduct it unless she left the church grounds snd
said he was going to call the police. and so with the body in the casket,
it looked really bad. anyway we rushed through the funeral and then got
back to the church with some more problems then after that in 2009 i found
out I had failed my retakes and then so had to use my grandmother’s death
as an excuse. my aunty who had left the church got in contact and we were
just both talking and saying the church was a deception and talking for
hours I mean I WAS SURE THIS MAN had at one time walked with Christ but I
just don’t know. with all the miracle which Isaw with ym own eyes and
the reports of healings and people being raised from the dead I just
couldn’t believe he wa false. MY aunty said he was though. she even had
dreams of him and the congregation praying against her and even that he
had a third eye on his wrist. At this time, we found out that Jerry
Savelle and Tommy Tenney had been invited to preach there and so I just
thought “bye bye” no more church for me”!
And to think I have spoken to loads of my friends of Jesus!
Also on the spiritual side of things, I have had very weird experiences
where for a brief instant God has allowed me to experience the reality of
the spirit realm and how evil spirits hinder us all our life on this
earth. I happened one such night at 3am where as I was falling asleep my
body started to paralise (sleep paralysis) and I heard a growling
guttural voice say “YOU WILL BOW DOWN TO ME” and as i couldn’t open my
mouth in my spirit I resisted and said no and I tried to say “Jesus” but
the thing feared my saying the Lord’s name until i got angry and it left.
My body was shaking but this was a different experience to when i was
younger (as young as 3 yrs) when I had paralysis but not to this extent!
Also I find I can discern people and what manner of spirit they are of and
it’s like they can tell but they don’t like me!
Theres more but I hope this should give you an idea. I just feel like
life is draining me. my zest for education, simplicity and God is
wearing. I’m sure anytime soon God WILL judged me and He will be right
to. I just feel its not fair sometimes cos of the influence of these evil
spirits. Why me!! Why is it when I encounter them they seem to reveal a
vexed hatred and depise for me but through others they would coax me and
be nice to be! It’s like I feel society and people watch me and want to
control me!
So thats my jumbled up 3-4 years of life in a nut shell. It really feels
like the end for me Deborah. I also last year woke up saying I needed
Jesus after voices in my mind (that sounded like God) said I can never be
accepted back to Jesus because I have blasphemed the Holy spirit (I got
angry and started swearing to God because of life and pressure) and that
God had made me reprobate and that now I have to serve Satan because God
is sovereign and he has ordained this. Also when I pray, my words get
mixed up. when i intend to say “Jesus” I end up saying “satan” and
vice-versa. one time in the shower I was praying and the thought popped
in my mind that “Jesus is a liar” I was horrified! Also I have felt
there is always a presence standing behind me always controlling the way I
behave like I can’t function well and be myself. I also feel like God
expects me to be perfect and its like I get an impression that if I don’t
do this and that He will cast me into hell and its like, I CAN’T BE ME!
I’m expected to be this and that but I can’t live up to it.
so yeah…I’ve left out some other stuff but this is what I have felt in
my life for 3 years.
Lee Sweetheart,
You do not have to be perfect. Jesus will do that for you. Just cast all your cares upon him, and he will help you through all this.
God knows your heart. You are being tested, not taken. Satan can never have you.
Marianne,
I know I can’t be perfect, only God can perfect me but its just my heart is wicked and loves sin, coming out of the false church leaves me wondering whether I honestly knew Christ. God knows that sometimes (or most times I love my sin) but it’s like I said months before, when your around certain people like unbelievers, they can pull you down spiritually and thats what happens but on top of that, I really want my heart to be regenerated and born again.
Oh and Marianne, I want to be honest with you, my REAL name is Lathaniel, not Lee. I only use Lee online since i Don’t know who I’m talking to.
But now I know this site, I thought I’d tell you.
hi Lee
Just trust Jesus. He will give you the desires of your heart, which is HIM. We all come before him wicked and sinful. Only he can clean us up.
Marianne,
thank you for the encouragement. Sorry if I seem to irritate you. Your right I must trust Jesus.
Lee
You will be ok, sweetheart. Just rest in Jesus. You don’t irritate me. I wish more young people were trying as hard as you do.
This is what I said on another site:
“I know EXACTLY what You mean! This is what I have tried to convey to someone else on the board but I don’t think many udnerstand unless they have experienced it. Also, like stillgod said, you try to break it off (the fear) and it comes right back to aflict you.
Let me ask: are these any of the syptims you are all having:
1) an indirect fear when out in public and around people (thinking that they’re casuing the fear when its really demons of fear)
2) a irritating stirring in your spirit (stomach/belly area) that something is not right here (wherever you are) and that you feel you are going to be physically attacked or something is attacking you.
3) You can’t seem to be yourself at times when out or in your home, you seem to have something controlling you when interacting with people
4) certain areas you go to you have a “feeling” in your spirit that you are coming under a different spiritual environment?
are these anything that correlate with you all?
I have struggled with this for 3 years. This is all spiritual warfare. REMEMBER, the battlefield is in the mind. Make war against those spirits making you fear places, people or just an irrational fear. I KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE!
Here in england, london, there are certain areas that are demonically controlled and people can sense in their spirit when they’re dealing with a Christian because your spirit does not like theirs.”
Lee
Sometimes. This is called discernment of spirits.
yeah! I have that! it seems whenever i uncover somebody’s motives or hear what they’re really saying, they don’t like it! but i hope this is not some witchcraft gift or im going mad lol if you know what i mean.
3) You can’t seem to be yourself at times when out or in your home, you seem to have something controlling you when interacting with people
*the Holy Spirit is not controlling-He is a gentlemen and will gently nudge you to let you know something-but NOT controlling
4) certain areas you go to you have a “feeling” in your spirit that you are coming under a different spiritual environment?
*this could be the “gift of discernment”-I think Marianne mentioned that above
Lee said: “Make war against those spirits making you fear places, people or just an irrational fear. ”
*Remember, Perfect Love cast out all fear…1 John 4 “13We know that we live in him and he in us, because he has given us of his Spirit. 14And we have seen and testify that the Father has sent his Son to be the Savior of the world. 15If anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God, God lives in him and he in God. 16And so we know and rely on the love God has for us.
God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him. 17In this way, love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgment, because in this world we are like him. 18There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.
19We love because he first loved us. 20If anyone says, “I love God,” yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen. 21And he has given us this command: Whoever loves God must also love his brother.
Dear Believer, My name is Carl Ray Marshall Sr., and The LORD visited me many years ago November 20th,1996 at the 7pm hour at 103 Turner Dr 888 Willis Texas.Its been about fourteen years ago. Even before this day I had a burden for missions and evangelism. Yet myself and many others in the church was praying with me as i prayed and fasted for a year and eleven months. Dear Believer I prayed or we prayed for a double portion anointing of an apostle. The date above and location was where it was bestowed upon my soul and changed my life forever. This was witnessed by my wife,daughter, and myself. I can remember the sounds and the Glory of the LORD that made me feel like He was going to take me out of here.
Dear Believer , May I freely speak?
In the name of Jesus Christ the Almighty in whose name I’ve been baptized in for the remission of my sins, my family and I was coming from the washeteria that day walking on the sidewalk towards our home when I felt a presence above the house. I looked and sense the LORD but could not see anything. By this time I had had the gift of the Holy Ghost with the evidence of speaking in tongues, and I had obeyed the call to do the work of God as Jesus told me saying “Do my work and I’ll bless you.” Dear Believer, I opened the door to the house and we went in. My wife went into the kitchen with the babies my daughter Maiya who was five or six, and my son Carl Ray Jr, My wife’s name is Marrett. They went into the kitchen and i went into the bedroom for it was a one bedroom house that belonged to my Big Mama. when I went into the room, the glory and presence of the LORD was so thick I felt like He was going to take me out of this world and I felt I was going to die. Afraid for my life I repented of all the sins I had committed since I was five years old.Even though they were under the blood I repented anyway thinking hoping it would stop the LORD from taking me of the earth. I then said to the Lord when it would not lift “not my will thy will be done”. then I said “thy will be done” as I sat on the bed and then layed down. My wife said I was down for thirty five to forty five minutes. Whether I was unconscious or in a deep sleep like Adam I don’t know. When I came to I opened my eyes and took a deep breathe as though I had not been breathing.I sat up in the bed and asked the LORD “Did you give me my anointing”? I was afraid to approach asking this even though I had been praying with others for this very thing.I got out of the bed and took a few steps and asked again.”Lord did you give the double portion? He said nothing,Then I walked out into the living room where my daughter and wife could see me from the kitchen and asked the third time,”LORD did you give the double portion anointing of an apostle?” and Immediately My daughter Maiya threw her fork or spoon on the ground.I can still hear it now as though it just happened, and she said pointing at me,” Moma Moma Moma Moma Moma Daddy Daddy Daddy Daddy Daddy One Two Three Four Five angels and Jesus Pouring oil all over daddy’s head and feet. We questioned her at length as her age she said “magic” oil, but I told her it was spiritual and supernatural. It was confirmed two years later by Prophet Joseph Shallow, saying “…those with great anointing go through..” because I thought I had been through alot since I was born, but I went through unimaginable degrees and measures of tribulations and troubles since then. The other day I told a Prophet Daniel Garcia of Covenant Assembly, and we prayed because He wante to make sure it was God that did it, and He said that God said “It was me”. Now Dear Believer I am writing you to see if there is some chance you would pray with me and our community concerning this matter for the highest good of us all in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth The Almighty that I may fulfill the work, office, and desires of Our God and Saviour to the Uttermost. I was told by my mother who is a minister prophettess, and Prophettess Sister Deborah Garcia, that my words will be like a vow to God. that even in the shower I should watch what I speak. To be very careful. The Apostles asked prayer of the believers in the Bible for them to fulfill their Office and work for the edification of the church, and Even Jesus Christ prayed in the garden asking His disciples to pray with him one hour,Angels ministered unto Him, Even though He prayed that the cup He was drinking from would pass from Him, Nevertheless Jesus said ,”Not my will but thy will be done”! Whatever PRAYER you can give FOR US ALL IN THIS MATTER to Deliver us from all evil and Keep me(us all also)in the perfect will of God and keep me for the name of Jesus’ sake for the work of the kingdom please say on and Pray with us now?? Ask others who really believe to pray also in this matter?
In Jesus name
Bro. Carl Ray Marshall Sr.
13648 Forest West Dr Lot 77
Conroe Tx 77304
936 333 5740
P.S.’ PLease pray for me ,Believers?”
My own mother treated me this way since I was a child, she always made things difficult for me always I loved her and could never understand her animosity until I was much older as an adult and a christian. She and my father separated when I was
in first grade and to her I was “his” child. God would also show me things and talk to from the time I was very little, when I became a christian got baptized and received the baptism of the Holy Spirit it all made sense. In my early twenties our mother led my sisters and I to a good bible based church. Old and New Testament, the Trinty, the blood of Jesus, Pentecostal believing in the gifts of the holy spirit, bible studies every
week all year around which I looked forward too. Our teacher had many spiritual gifts while being humble and strong at the same time, a natural speaker, teacher, was loved and respected by his flock. He also made us aware of that demons were real, what witchcraft was and taught us these things were real and that we had spiritual and physical weapons and a right to defend ourselves with the word of God, the blood of Jesus and to
be aware of our thoughts, actions, not to let just anyone lays hand on us and that “the spirits recognize one another”. He modeled his life on Jesus, led by example and taught us to as well. As a single divorced mother I found a church home in which my children and I thrived. My mother and I lived the closest to the church went together for years and for
a time I felt she finally accepted me as a her daughter and a fellow member in Christ.
Then our pastor went home to be with the Lord and immediately I
saw that she had been lying about me to my sisters behind my back, although I still couldn’t believe the depth until I found that she had been going to a psychic who told her that in a former live I had been her husband’s (my father’s) mistress and that she took pictures of my son and myself to use in a curse against us. My life and my son’s have been
steadily going down while my daughter and my sister’s (her favorites) flourish. Since a child, I often have dreams about things before they happen and have been lead to pray about something more than once. I dreamed just about that time that she was sitting on a cot in an underground room, breaking through a wall next to her and that bugs were
coming out of the wall under cot around to her. I realized years later that the Holy Spirit was trying to tell me what was happening.
I have finally gotten to the point where I know I am in a spiritual battle for the lives of my son and myself.
I’ve gone from always having a job and paying my own bills and rent to sleeping on a sofa in someone’s home.
Too many things have happened to be just a coincidence, I have come across too many people who not only dislike me on sight, but have also targeted me for witchcraft and I know what to look for and how to defend myself.
In this case with my own mother I don’t know what she used or how she used it but I know there was a demonic presence with her in the last weeks of her life that hadbeen using her up and was looking for someone else to jump into, that I
have gone from the one that gets everyone to pray to being treated like a joke.
Your diagram is real, we studied how it happens in our bible studies and I have seen it in my own family as well as with strangers.
Your prayer against witchcraft is so comprehensive, others may think it’s too much, but anyone who has been the target of demonic attacks caused by witchcraft understands why it’s so detailed.
As for a talisman, isn’t there mention in the new testament about the aprons that were used by God through Paul to heal the sick?
Act:19:11 And God wrought special miracles by the hands of Paul:
12So that from his body were brought unto the sick handkerchiefs or aprons, and the diseases departed from them, and the evil spirits went out of them.
Just as the enemy can use material things as a point of contact for evil so can God and the Holy Spirit for good.
As for me, I have had enough of these attacks and I am going on every prayer list of a bible based, trinity believing, devil binding church I can find.
As my pastor used to say, ‘you don’t let the devil chase you around the stump, you pick up the stump and beat the hell out of the devil with it”.
dear Max
I agree with your pastor. It is a shame that his words did not do her any good.
If your mom was still alive, I would say confront her. But it sounds like she has passed on, so I am sorry about that.
But even though she is not around, the demons she sent your way are still there, from what you say.
Pray also to reverse the curse.
http://heavenawaits.wordpress.com/reverse-the-curse/
I have put you on my prayer list. Be assured you are not alone. I would say 95% of those on my prayer list have been cursed in some way by Jezebels, witches, or just people with demons.
The prayer cloth is a good idea. If you can find a local church to pray for you, ask them to pray over a cloth and then give it to you. This way you can keep it close to you, and feel their support.
Speak blessings over yourself and your life. Bless God each day. Replace what is negative with something positive.
As my pastor used to say, ‘you don’t let the devil chase you around the stump, you pick up the stump and beat the hell out of the devil with it”.
I like that!
Hi Max,
I do understand where you are coming from. Being human, we panic and are fearful when we know someone has done this to us. I tell you from my recent personal experience that G-d wins every time. When this started, the Holy Spirit gave me this verse: “be wise as serpents and innocent as doves”. So I documented everything and remained blameless-good advice the Holy Spirit gives
I also prayed some of the prayers that Marianne posted and in Jesus Name I Binded any and all evil against me and I loosed G-d’s protection in my life. I also would say “no weapon formed against me shall prosper”.
G-d will protect you! Being filled with G-d’s Holy Spirit you have all that you need-pray in the spirit as much as you can and speak G-d’s word often.
thanks Marianne.
Marianne and Lindsey,
Thank you for your prayers,and please keep them coming.I’m putting to use these things everyday, as I go through the day. I need to focus on the word of God,his presence and all His blessing.
My goals right now are reclaiming my faith, my life, reclaiming by family, completing my degree, gaining a job, my own house.
God Bless
M
i am totally lost.i am without hope.i do not know where to turn.i have been rejected my whole life and have felt hate for me no reason. i think i am a good person but if i am why do i feel this way.MY LIFE HAS BEEN HELL and now i have a terminal illness.i dont want to die feeling this way
hi Mark
What has happened to you? I need to find out more. WE care about people here, we would like to help you.
There is HOPE Mark. G-d led you here because He loves you!
G-d’s Son, Jesus Christ says “remember they hated me first”, and remember, He gave His life for you and rose from the dead so that YOU WILL LIVE.
The devil comes to steal, kill and destroy.
Jesus came to give us life! Jesus SAVES US, literally. Whether its our life in the flesh-He is the Jesus that heals as well, but most definitely in our spirit; so that our Spirit will return to G-d and never be separated from Him.
Further, I believe that when our Spirit is healed our flesh follows suit. If that makes sense…emerge yourself in G-d’s words and they will be like a “healing balm”.
http://bible.cc/jeremiah/8-22.htm
I am so sorry that your life has been Hell Mark. When my life gets to be too much I have to give it over to Jesus because I simply can’t handle it without Him and His strength and intervention.
We can do all things through Christ who STRENGTHENS us. Phillipians 4:13
***And you are not totally lost; G-d always knows where you are!
***
Job 19:23“Oh, that my words were recorded,
that they were written on a scroll,
24that they were inscribed with an iron tool onb lead,
or engraved in rock forever!
25I know that my Redeemerc lives,
and that in the end he will stand upon the earth.d
26And after my skin has been destroyed,
yete inf my flesh I will see God;
27I myself will see him
with my own eyes—I, and not another.
How my heart yearns within me!
http://niv.scripturetext.com/job/19.htm
For you Mark
Mark
You’ve come to the right place, there are alot of people here who can give you hope. can you elaborate more on your perdicaments?
Do you consider yourself a Christian?
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my parents split when i was 7,my 2 sisters and i went with my mother and my 2 brothers stayed with my father.the man my mother went with sexually and emotionally abused us. i ran away when i was 12 and hitchhiked around the country till i was 17.i enlisted in the navy at 17 and was discharged for medical reasons.(knees) i was married at 19.i am still married. i have 4 children,(1 is passed on)and 8 grandchildren.i have had 26 surgeries.disk replacement and total knee replacements amongst them. i was in a coma for 1 month in 2007 from a blood infection that i am still affected by. i was given about 1 year to live in June 2010 from stage 4 cirrhosis caused by gene mutations that they discovered in June 2010.i instilled strong family values in my kids and we have an extremely close family. even though i have the closeness i have always felt empty and alone. i know something is lacking in me. i want to live but the odds are stacked.i am anger and bitter and i hate this feeling this way. i am lost and can barely think straight.
dear Mark
A long time ago, you lost your childhood. That is what is lacking.
Childhood is supposed to be the time when we have the most joy, freedom, and security, where there is always someone we can depend on to take care of us.
It is also the time of fantasy and make believe, where we dream the impossible and it comes true.
We can be anyone we want to be, a hero, a prince or princess.
Our imaginations are free to go beyond what is accepted and we see no limits on us.
That did not happen to you. Your inner child is locked up somewhere in a dark dungeon in your soul.
You need to get in touch with this other part of yourself that is locked up.
You need to experience everything I described above.
In a way, you did this through your children, and they are free for it, but you need to be free also.
But it is like you are an outsider to their childhood joys and fantasies. You need these experiences yourself as well.
Your inner child is real you, and that child has not been allowed to life his life yet.
You need to spend time reviewing the childhood, painful as it was, and see the real value of who you are. Someone outside of you defined who you were, instead of letting you do it yourself.
You have a strong family unit now. SPend time with your wife, and review the stories of your childhood. In all the pain, look for the real you, and the outstanding and valuable child you were. This is a child who endured much, yet grew up to be a wonderful,loving father and husband.
None of us, sick or well, have much time left on this earth. Make it count for you. Learn to appreciate the inner child who is the real you, and learn to admire the man he grew into. Make every day count. See yourself not as buried and doomed, but resurrected from a difficult past, and here to share your strength with others.
The odds are not stacked against you if you belong to the Lord. A simple submission of the heart is all it takes, placing all your cares in his hands. let him carry you. It is ok if you lean on him. He will not betray you.
Personally, I may only have a year left myself, the way the world is getting. I have had a lot of medical problems too. So I do understand the sense of despair and uselessness that can overcome you.
Put those feelings aside. I am putting you on my prayer list for healing and emotional deliverance. I want you to get the best out of your present and future. You must be a wonderful person with a big heart. The odds can never be stacked against someone who can overcome them with love and patience.
Learn to love yourself. Forgive your past. It is gone. all that is left is the inner child, hiding in some dark closet in your soul. Take him out of there. Share him with your kids and grandkids. They will love the inner person you really are.
Well said
Dear Mark Anthony Daniel
Well I would first say that you have very beautiful name. I feel you don’t know my Jesus.
He is love, he is the savior, he is the good word, he is the comforter, he is the Father of us all, he is counselor, he is peace, he is your joy and everything that every person needs.
Often people don’t accept him so they never come to know these things about him.
Listen the Bible says it rains on the just and the unjust.
Don’t let the enemy make you think that the things that happened to you are your fault or your parent’s fault. The devil will keep you in sorrow until the day you leave this world unless you look up and take the hand of God who will lead you out of a place that feel like isolation and desolation. You don’t have an expiration take on your foot except the day God says it is over. Look to him and he can expand your days. He can make your last days so much better than the first and he can also give you peace with the things that happened. But you have to make the step, because he has been there with you all along but he will not force himself on us and at the same time he is no respecter of persons. We live in a fallen / broken world.
Our enemy the devil seeks as a Lion whom he may devour. God told us that he cometh but to steal kill and destroy and that he was a murder first.
Know this there is no man who is perfect, there was one only and he has gone on to Heaven but not before he settled the debts of those who would call upon him and confess their sins and profess that he is Jesus Christ our Lord and savior and that he died on the cross and rose out of the grave in 3 days. His death paid your debt for your iniquities and for your sins. The stripes he took for our healing and by our professing of these we are saved.
Listen God is the good news!!! Our souls get black spots from sin but the blood that was shed from our savior washes our souls as white as snow.
If you don’t know how to start toward God and you need help, just ask. He will make a dark place bright, he will change your opinion about yourself and all who were involved in your life and he will help you find forgiveness of those who hurt you. With letting go in forgiveness Jesus can make you life totally whole.
Just a week ago I heard a similar story from a Holocaust baby survivor who is in his 60′s today and the same things that happened to you happened to him and God healed those painful spots. He is saved and God made him whole.
Did you know that the Love of God heals all things? Do you know that God saw the beginning to the end? Everyone who is going to Heaven is written in the book of life.
Do you need help knowing how to take a step forward to God?
If so let us know we are here as a family and don’t be afraid to reach out for help.
If you have problems of addiction I wouldn’t be surprised and they require help to over come and Jesus Christ the deliver has instantly healed addicted people. You have nothing that any haven’t been confronted with in some way we are all human and all of us have lived in this fallen world.
The Bible says it this way we have all fallen short of the glory of God and what Jesus does for us is a gift. His gift is the good news and he never puts it in your face.
Look up in your spirit and know that God wants to save you and he loves a humble heart, which you for sure have.
A whole lotta Amens on that Pattie!!!!!!!!!!!!
hi guys
Hello dimik99!! Are you here to learn about God? Do you know him?
Had it happen to me again. I’ve posted before about having had this happen in the past.
I was driving into the parking lot of my favorite convenience store this afternoon. There was a car with 2 women in it parked oppostie of mine. Without even getting out, I felt that same familiar, uncomfortable jolt running through me. The driver got out, walked into the store and I came in behind her. She was in front of me checking out. She was very friendly to the checkout clerk and the others in line in front of her. She was openly admiring one guys brand-new tatoo. I thought maybe I had misjudged her.
As she turned around to leave, I smiled at her. At that instant, her face changed into the most cold, hard evil glare. The man behind me noticed it and goes, “Whoaaaa! What was that look about!” I hung around and talked to the store owner for about 5 mins. When I left, she was still sitting in her car with her friend. I felt very strongly she was waiting for me to leave to give me one more evil you-know-what-look. I guess she was trying to make some kind of statement.
Never seen her before in my life, but the hatred I saw and felt from her was so overwhelming it took my breath away. I still ask myself why she was so friendly to everyone else but looked at me like she wanted to cut my throat.
This has happened to me quite a few times as I have posted before. What baffles me is that when it does happen, they will be friendly to everyone else in the room or vicinity but will morph into something evil when they look or interact with me. This confuses me. I know that it is nothing that I am doing ’cause like you said in this topic they do not know me so I know it is not anything in my personality that is causing this. Still it makes me wonder….
hi stacey
Again, it is the demon reacting to the holy spirit within you.
The others were probably pleasant people, but not saved, so they were not a threat to her.
as far as what to say to the others, she is just NOT what she pretends to be if she can turn on you like that.
I really appreciated reading this post. This has been my experience most of my life especially in recent years. I’ve gone to different places and the people would automatically dislike me, bully me, call me horrible names and make up gossip and rumors about me. I would think how could I be hated so much and these people have never spoken to me and don’t really know me. I would change jobs and still experience the same thing. It didn’t matter how nice I was. Like others, I thought something was wrong with me. I have gone to various doctors and talked to other people. They would tell me I’m paranoid or just brush it off. Some even told me it’s cause I’m young (I’m in my twenties) and that people are just immature. But, this post really makes sense to me and I’m glad I came across it. Thank you!
hi Kiki
Forget them….it is hard when it affects your life and job…..but continue to go forth in life, give your heart to Jesus, and he will help you with all these godless people.
Please pray for us: I think I’ve met evil eye-to-eye recently. Both my parents died lately, the house has been absolutely turned upside down since then.
Sister A seems to badly need money, Sister B means well & has a very good heart, but doesn’t seem to see the signs:
– Sister A overdosed 2 days after I was home, has a 20+ year habit of manipulating when she doesn’t get what she wants;
– Sister A said she was sorry she even woke up, after OD’ing on 20 extra narcotic drugs that night
– Sister A takes at least 4 other narcotics daily “for pain” and numerous other drugs, she is always “dying” and preoccupied with death
– Sister A has a suicide-murder pact with husband
– Sister A called me a “liar” for “stealing” a pack of marinara sauce from
the drawer — a LIAR — within hours after I traveled 2200 miles to be with them and work in the house. We’ve NEVER called each other liars!
– Sister A presents herself (as we all do) as a born again Christian
– Sister A accused me of wanting an item of my deceased Dad’s to bring
home & sell for profit – I didn’t know the VALUE of the item, beyond it’s been a vague interest of both my Father’s & mine over time & I gave some thought to resuming the hobby
– Sister A told me twice in 6 months (even when my vocation as a nurse might have helped my father) that she did NOT want me to move home!
– Sister A told me she was too busy at Thanksgiving, cooking for “family” and proceeds to name family & my sister that she’s cooking for. I asked her if she “heard” what she just said. I was disinvited without a question…..
you get the idea….
I went home with the Holy Spirit in my heart & clearly told each our relationships with one another/family was most important to me.
I freely & lovingly gave up the few items I wanted. Now Mom’s diamond is due to be severed into pieces, so everyone can “have a piece,” it absolutely nauseates me. AND I admit I suggested that, for a brief minute, then said WAIT WAIT I’m wrong, this is sacred, we cannot do this!! But I feel led to give up entirely anything that that is coveted in this manner!
Within weeks after my born again Mom & Dad died, I heard the house was filled with the demonic. GREED, LUST, covetousness & destruction (of sister relationships?) but these are the most prevalent feelings there are right now. Sister A won’t even answer the phone most of the time. Please keep us prayer – the demonic has had a foothold. I just know it!
hi cindy
I am sorry to hear of your parent’s death.
it looks you have already figured this out. do what you have to do, and do not give any credit to anything she says. Do not let her boss you around. Just stand your ground, and do what is right, whether she likes it or not.
Yes, money can bring out demons in people. But that is their problem. It does not have to be yours. Keep your distance.
You have my prayers. Actually, you have been on my prayer list for several years. I pray that all this gets behind you and things get resolved as best as possible.
Thank you so so so soooo very much for posting this! I went years and years without knowing what was going on. I used to think it was me? Do people think i have some sort do demon and they have to always be on attack mode around me? Then one day GOD told me that it is demons that sense the good in me. And someone I met online also gave me this article. It was a blessing reading this article. Everyday and I mean EVERYDAY! Is a spiritual battle for me. It is mentally draining. And the longer I stay in the public the worse it gets. The more I try to keep GOD strengthening me through this and ignoring it the angrier these demons get and the more they try to chastise me. By staring at me. Some even go as far as physically trying to harm me (pushing me, elbowing me, kicking me, trying to knock me over, even cars trying run me over) but it’s sooo subtle that you would think it’s almost and accident.
By the end of the day I am EXHAUSTED mentally and physically and don’t have the motivation to do anything, but gain my energy back. I also cry and read the BIBLE when it gets to be too much. I just question myself why why why!! Lord Help me. What is wrong with these people? Why is it that I live in a city of million people yet EVERYONE I’ve ever met has either TURNED on me or INSTANTLY hates me off the bat? Everyday I am alone. I have no friends, even family members don’t talk to me. All I pretty much have is God. Without GOD I would be so lost battling this on sight hatred people have for me on my own.
When I walk onto a bus everyone watches my every move as if im going to attack them or something. I used to think people were staring at me because I was attractive to them or something, but when I decipher their facial expression. It shows that they have this look of “what am I doing here” or “should I fear for my safety around this girl” or “something is strange about this girl”. People either stare me down or do all they can to avoid looking at me. Which is probably the reason I have no friends because of all this on sight hatred and all these people who walk with Satan.
I’ve even been spotted out by people who had no clue I was there. They turn their head towards me as if I called out their name or something. So it HAS to be their spirit sensing mine. As soon as someone spots me out on the bus they stay fixated on me the entire ride. Some people even freeze in their tracks when they see me or pause or do some weird sort of gesture as if their uncomfortable with my presence. Scratching their hair touching their face.
I used to think I must be Frakenstein. But Marianne, you writing this article clarifies that it’s my spiritual goodness. I love Jesus so much I talk to him everyday. He is so good! I pray to him to help me with this everyday battle. He’s making me stronger but sometimes these demons become too much and I get weak, light headed, nauseous because of the evil spirits vileness. I wish I could meet some of you who go through this, but it seems that there aren’t many of us because there aren’t many people who walk in the light/fear of God. Sadly. Please help me guys. The way these demons look at me like I have done something SOOO wrong. The evilness in there eyes. It’s such a battle -____-
dear Orchid
I wish you were closer to me. I would be glad to meet you.
I went through this most of my life, so you have my heartfelt empathy.
It was especially hard getting and keeping a job, which is critical for survival.
The best response, in hindsight, is to smile at people and try to say something nice, to cancel whatever impression they are getting.
you have done nothing wrong.
Right now, you may also be projecting guilt, since you have been made to feel guilty for so long. So make an effort to reject this guilt which weighs you down. It may be reinforcing the bad impressions people get.
It is a struggle, but just stay under the Lord’s wings, and feel his love. then do your best to radiate this love to others.
Come here as often as you like. you are welcome here.
You know something I notice the more I ignore it and keep Jesus close the WORSE it gets! The more they look at me in disgust. I kid you not even MEN are terrified of me. One man looked at my face and stopped DEAD in his tracks as if *I* was the bad guy. You would think men wouldnt be scared of a little 5’3 girl. And women just dont even come near me. I try not to let this bother me but the MORE it happens and intense it gets when I don’t.
People constantly think i’m following them to harm them or something. And i can honestly say that it happens with 98% of the ppl I encounter. It’s almost like EVERYONE has this bad spirit controlling them. One lady looked at me in her car and sped off. It’s like everyone is FINE until they look at my face. I guess because my face gives away that I’m one with the holy spirit. GOD is pretty much all I have and despite all this I still remain kind to everyone!
I’m literary in tears because of the intensity of this spiritual warfare. I also notice that people KNOW that I’m there even when im not. When i’m turning a corner the person coming my away is already looking at me before I even get there (before they even knew I existed). I also take public transportation and even people who havent laid eyes on me yet, stat looking around as if tey know something is different. (as if they sense a good spirit in their presence.) Then strangely they spot me out out of the other tons of ppl on the bus and stay fixated on me the entire ride as if im
dangerous.
One person got on the bus and I KNOW for fact they was looking down when the got on the bus. Next thing I know the person turns his head and looks DEAD in my face like evily. How on earth did he even know i was there when he got on the bus not even looking at anyone.
SORRY THIS IS JUST BECOMING TOOO MUCH!! FOR ME. I PRAY TO god AND I Know God wants me to ignore it and keep the faith but its sooooo hard when pretty much everyone i encounter is out to get me
GOD BLESS <3
hi orchid
Get your peace from the Word, and the love of Jesus.
most of the world is crazy now. So do not be surprised if it acts crazy.
I posted previously a few months ago. This article has been helpful. But, I just would like to add something/ ask a question. I am a Christian and know others who experienced this rejection are saved too. But, what I wonder is how come some Christians are able to draw people with these evil spirits to them who admire their holy spirit presence and don’t act negatively towards them or reject them but listen to them? In other words, why are some Christians who have a great holy spirit presence not attacked by those with evil spirits and some are. I hope you understand me.
hi kiki
What you see is not what you think you see.
If evil spirits do not try to attack someone with the holy spirit, it is because
1. the person is no threat to them….will not fight evil, so there is no reason to fight them back.
2. the person is compromised, or has sin in their life, and is not as holy as they seem. this person is already on the side of the evil spirits, so no reason for evil spirits to attack their own.
3. They have no emotional injury in them to open the door to the spirits.
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Many people have been emotionally injured, which leaves them more vulnerable than others.
Evil spirits can also detect a spirit of injury on you, which signals the others it is ok to attack you. You need to rebuke this spirit of injury in Jesus name, if you have this vulnerability.
Wow…Thanks for the clarity, Marianne. You are right, I do believe emotional injury can make one more vulnerable to evil spirits. I’ve been feeling depressed lately. That is probably why I experience these mean-spirited people everywhere I go.
Such useful post.
I figured this this out some time ago and managed to adjust my life accordingly.
But when was child was perplexed by the sheer hate I got from almost unknown ppl. for no apparent reason.
It’s a little while and all will be over.
Peace!
i am glad things have become clear for you, so that you can have peace about it.
Ouch,
I’m reading ur interesting blog and just come up to the “little while” post.
Didn’t read it before posting my comment.
Marianne, ur quite inspired being
thanks desim
be blessed!
Marianne, thank you for this beautiful realization. Its gonna be very hard for me to explain this. But when I am in the checkout line there could be like 10 people ahead of me. But somehow the cashiers ALWAYS spot me out almost instantly. Then once they spot me out they stay fixated on me the entire time as if Im they are confused as to what I am about to do and if they should be scared or not. That is the look on their faces. They don’t cate about anyone else in that line, but me.
One time I saw a cashier stare at me and took a deep breath in and out, like they are about to prepare themselves to be robbed or something. I like feel I look just like everyone else who shops in these stores or goes from point A to point B running errands, yet people seem to fear me almost.
I dress nice. I keep my hair nice. I try and keep myself presentable, but people still have this strong disdain for me. The strange thing is when I’m out with my sister and mother, people don’t treat them this way. Even though we all pray to GOD we all attend church we all read the bible. They mention people treat them like this when they are by themselves, but when they are with me, i get the BULK of the evil treatment from strangers. It’s almost like they ignore my mom and sis. Maybe this means I have more of a good spirit than they do???
Please help me with both scenarios I mentioned. You are my only hope and GOD! thank you!
hi Rionne
It took me a long time to learn this, but when you see that reaction, smile and show that you accept them. You can dispel the spirit of fear with confidence, and the spirit of hate with love. realize they are being influenced by something outside of them, and come to their rescue. you may win a few friends that way.
You’re right but sometimes the people still hate me even if i smile. but ive notice sometimes it DOES dispel the spirit of fear with confidence. i just dont understand how these ppl dont know they have something controlling them…. i mean if i hated someone on sight without them even doing absolutely anything to me i’d think like wait minute, she’s done nothing so why do i hate her. then all of a sudden i like them because they smiled. gosh ppl r about as dumb as rocks -___-
hi rionne
it is human nature to blame someone else. If they hate you, they assume it is your fault, but if you ask them, they don’t know why. They will claim it is your attitude, but this makes no sense. They will think they know what you are thinking about them, but this is not true. They are deceived.
Woooooww. This is so weird. I have experienced people do the same thing today. Even today, when I was helping mum with shopping at Wilkinson, the girl behind the counter was giving me evils for no reason, lol. And when I walked away, she was side glancing at me in a reaalllyy creepy way. I stared with shock, obviously this girl does NOT know me, I was confused. It has happened before at jobs. And this one woman (assistant manager) picked on me for no reason, and try to make my working there hell. She wouldn’t stop picking on me, and at one point, my emotions were so angry and hurt towards her I was shaking (resisting), I had a vision to just hit her. But, Jesus stopped me. I suddenly had the feeling to think ‘what would Jesus do?’ Would He react in a bad way? I decided to NOT hit her, and just keep quiet, as I usually did. I said in my head, ‘if she doesn’t like me, that’s her problem, not mine. The only one I wan’t to please is God. That makes ME happy!’. So I carried on helping her at the till, and she looked at me and actually said ‘thanks’. Then, for the rest of the day (I forgot about earlier what happened) she came over to me and said ‘everyone, make sure Nicole is alright..’ And she was being the NICEST PERSON EVER to me for the rest of the day! Then I remembered, it was because I responded in the way Jesus told me to. I was soooo grateful! I praise my God!
hi nicole
I am proud of you. You did what took me time to learn the hard way.
we have to defuse the negative by being positive.!
Nicole,
u said it well:
“The only one I wan’t to please is God. That makes ME happy!’”
So don’t act so generously with those who don’t love Him (at least sincerely try to).
Jesus clearly explains who are our brothers & sisters (the robbed man parable).
Only they deserve to be forgiven many times and to whom to turn the other cheek.
Jesus wasn’t weakling at all nor someone to walked over by everyone.
Just the opposite – made a whip n chased the traders, others rebuked non-stop as sons of vipers, pigs (the pearls), dogs, etc.
Imo Gods goodness is often misplaced.
For energy vampires is way more appropriate some stern attitudes than encouragement.
Coz feeding doesn’t make them better just feeling well for awhile.
To be faithful to God doesn’t mean to live without dignity or below others.
It’s exactly the opposite.
Cheers!
good advice!
may god bless you and keep you strong!
God bless u!
Mar 11:25 And when ye stand praying, forgive, if ye have ought against any: that your Father also which is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses.
Mar 11:26 But if ye do not forgive, neither will your Father which is in heaven forgive your trespasses.
JESUS didn’t just say forgive our brothers. He said if we have ought against any.
expounding further on the word “ought” -that means anything-so if we have anything against anybody we are to forgive.
There is no limit on the number of times we are to forgive in this particular instance.
This is a part of the prayer which is made in solitude.
N concerns the state of general forgiveness which is not retaining a sin deep in the heart against any human being.
It doesn’t mean acting submissively towards abusers at the moment of the action.
Jesus is a total prove of the contrary attitude.
It is for the ppl. who we know are of good will to act kindly and enduringly helping them overcome part of their character or temporal hard moment.
21 Then came Peter to him, and said, Lord, how oft shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? till seven times?
22 Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto thee, Until seven times: but, Until seventy times seven.
These numbers are not random.
Nor the question of Peter including the word brother.
They suggest that for that amount anyone should be able to improve himself if he wants that sincerely.
i do not think the number of times is as relevant, but the WILLIINGNESS to forgive.
The sinner may or may not provide the opportunity to forgive in person.
Mark is further explained by Luke 17:3*4:
notice he says
If he repents……
he also says.
thy brother….
so repentence is expected
and
the term brother is specific to either a physical brother, a fellow hebrew,or a fellow christian…..
it does not a satanist who wants to cut off your head., for example
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and jesus never did show any compassion toward the unrepentant pharisees.
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despite this limitation, it is always best to err on the side of caution, and interpret the Word with as much mercy as possible, since mercy triumphs over judgment.
for whoever shows mercy will receive mercy.
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because of this approach, there have been amazing stories of forgiveness, example…..holocaust prisoners forgiving nazi oppressors.
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while we ask god to help us forgive all who hurt us, it will not do the sinner any good unless he repents.
if he repents, then we are obligated to forgive him.
if he does not repent, the forgiveness is still in our hearts, and the final destiny of the soul is up to God.,
this does not mean we give permission to sin by forgiving the unrepentant sinner…..this just means we keep the door open, and make it known there IS sin which requires repentance, and that by our own willingness to forgive, the person will see it is also so with god, and hopefully he will repent after all
“…i do not think the number of times is as relevant”
It is & proves the point I made.
It outlines a measure that distinguish those sincerely unto God.
He would say indefinitely if he meant all ppl.
Willingness is obvious in cases like Nicol’s when she is ready to go so much against her wellbeing.
The actual reason that made me respond here.
The “Luke” case when person alone comes and humbly ask forgiveness (without being given by default) is again different case.
But bottom line we agree that devoted ppl. should have a divine sense of worth even specialness.
Definitely not playing by the whims of lazy and inert guys thinking it’s required sacrifice for God.
Having in mind so many careless ppl. around how can we ever build good n dignified life otherwise?!
Peace!
Another quick question. Do these people KNOW they are doing this? Because one time a girl was giving me the evil eye for no reason then I just started reciting scripture in my head (and putting on the armor) and the next second she like snapped out of it and was friendly towards me. Almost as if she didn’t even remember being mean to me in the first place. So do these people KNOW their being influenced?? Or is there mind like toooottaly gone while it’s happening?
Also people have avoided me, like even walking past me, they avoid me like their scared. As if I have some sort of barrier around me (which I do, lol, the Holy Spirit) but it’s like is it because of the Holy Spirit in me or is it ME specifically. Because if you look at me in the flesh (which humans judge) then im well presentable. I keep my hair combed, a light touch of makeup, and nice regular clothes. And I’ve been told I was pretty and gorgeous from time to time so it CANT be my in the flesh making them run away from me or avoid me or feel the need to be alert around me. Right? Do they ever wonder why their running away or fear such a innocent well presentable girl?
(its like 5 questions in 1 lol please answer them all im really trying to make sense of this )!!!!
thnx luv, <3
I like this one, Marianne!!
Hi Marianne……You are so inspiring……
I would like to know….if i can help/protect my son, he is 19, by praying , with covering with a blood of Jesus Christ, even without him knowing……
Marianne please pray for me and my son……
With love!
If more people were spiritually disecerning, there would be a lot less animosity in the world because people would understand that the “evil one”, the devil, has a hand in day to day events. People would not take things personally as much because they would undertand the dark forces at work and thus spiritual warfare. If Jesus was hated and persecuted, His followers will also.
Knowing what I know now, I would glady go through what I have been through again because of Jesus and I am willing to endure more.
I do not care the people. First of all, believe me. I have had a dream, that God spoke with me and told me that all of those that hate me,will go to eternal hell because they are not one with me and acquainted with me. Another dream, the Lord took me with him far away and brought me to the Mormon church and God said: Why will you pray me for these that you say they are your friends, and I told God: yes, they are. God pointed his finger and showed me and brought me what they were doing that were orgies that were horrible and disgusting and scary that I have never expected to find these group of Mormon orgies in the house of a friend where they were celebrating and having orgies at the feast of evening such oral sex and all of these things and so on… I ask God: Remove them from my eyes and God took away them from my eyes and I was scared and felt dizzy and tired and lost the strength and the faith and I asked God that I have never expected to see these things and thanked him for his advice and God said: They will go hell and they have no hope. I asked God: If they repent, is there a chance? God said: Perhaps, if they repent, if they come fully to my son and forsake their sins and keep my commandments, they will not. I asked him again: If it is possible to save them and bring them to heaven and seal them to eternal salvation? God said: It is not possible. I prayed to him and tremble and shook my legs and were impaled and asked him that what can I do? Then, God brought me to another dream and showed me that there was a cave where the people were yelling and screaming and was dark and there was a fire inside the cave and God brought me and my friends were there who were with me in school, and high school and neighborhoods, and I asked God: Why are they doing there? God said: Did you know my son that when they separated from you and these are the ones who hated me and forsook me and has given into beers, drugs, alcohol, sex, adultery, sodomy, homosexuality and all of these things that you did not do these like them. Then, I saw my gay friend in the cave hell, calling me and I saw him and I started to fly above him and saw him and God was still there waiting me and then God asked me to come with him that it is time to leave and then I left. I realized that the friends I met who were gays were not saved and are consigned in hell suffering for given into beers, alcohol, homosexuality and they believed in God but it was not sufficient because they did not keep the sayings of God. I woke up and I decided that I cannot save such people even I try to help them and save them. It was a hard job but I did my part. But, God promised me that few shall be saved . It is the hope that I give thanks to God.
dear Who is like God
God is with you. We can only set a good example for others, and tell them about God. The rest is up to them. But God will bless you for caring for sinners. Keep in prayer and do what God wants you to do. He showed you all this for a reason.
I am glad I read all these comments because I’ve had similiar experiences with people being hateful towards me. I’ve always felt close to God and had dreams about God, even as a little girl. It was strange. Some teachers would just give such a hateful stare and it scared me. They said cruel things. I’ve noticed it isn’t just one person who behaves in a cruel way. Others join in, usually a pair of people with other people acting afraid. In bad environments there is a atmosphere of fear and certain people thrive in that environment. I do need to pray more when this happens because I feel that I am under constant demonic attack where the devil uses people to hurt me. Even in Chuch I’ve seen this. I saw my professor at Church and she looked at me with such hatred and she had looked at me like at in school too and it was bewildering. I think the devil wants us to get very depressed. He wants us to become defeated. He wants us to wonder what is wrong with us so we can’t function. He wants us to take the hatred personally so we question our value and our worth. I’m not bad because people are cruel. Jesus still loves me. I think we have to think that: Jesus love me. I think we also have to forgive ourselves for wanting the approval of people because it wouldn’t hurt us if we didn’t want their approval. If we were confident in God’s love we woudn’t be as phased by people giving us mean looks and hateful glares. It’s hard sometimes to cope when we have to survive in the world and people are making our lives miserable and I think we have to pray and ask God for help, like you said, and ask others to pray for us as well. We can’t take the hatred personally. We can’t doubt our worth. We can’t forget about God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit. I think the hatred is a way to distract us and make us focus on the negative and it is a way to tempt us to seek the approval of others instead of standing strong with
God.
hi Honeybunch
You are on a good path. Learning to disregard the hateful looks of others can be very difficult, especially when their relationship, like your teacher, is significant to us. We just have to have confidence in ourselves, and God’s love for us, and show them we are above all that hatred.
kp[
I really thank God for this topic as I have been struggling with this issue for about 3 years. I would get people not liking me for no reason whatsoever. I too also used to wonder if there was something wrong with me and if I had a demon within me. I would call several pastor for deliverance but the same problem continued to persist.
Last year (2011) I failed my placement twice both managers just hated me for no reason whatsoever. I also had alot of hatred and Jealousy in my church where I am very active in the prayer ministry and evangelism. People would not look at me straight in the face. I would also get the ones in the church that they would try to avoid me if the see me coming they would act like they have not seen me. I found it very upsetting and very distressing. It got to a point where I hated going to church. I would try all means to avoid and miss Sunday services and go and fellowship at another church. The women were always jealous of me. I also got the ones where they would not stop staring at me during the service. I also got women who wanted to dress like me (Which was very scary).
This all happened last year and because of my course I went to my aunties church (They burn alot of candles incense, they wear white garment no shoes very traditional etc) I was really reluctant to go because of the fetish things they do. But because I was so desperate I followed my aunty. When I got there the prophet of the church said I had a mark of hatred and Jealousy on me which I foolish believed because of what I was experiencing in church, work, family ect. He said in order for this mark of hatred and Jealousy to go away that I had to bath in spiritual water for 3 days to wash away every bad spirits. However I refused to do this and threw it away. However 3 elders in the church prayed for me about the removing this so called mark of Jealousy and hatred. They then used a candle and eggs to rub my body with it to remove every misfortune and bad luck. After this when I went back to my church those people who hatred me and where jealous of me started liking me and talking to me etc they were also calling my phone ect and calling my name in the church. Its like I was now Miss popular, people couldn’t do without me. I had a false sense of confidence. I was even getting loads of phone calls and emails for people I didn’t even know. Despite all this My prayer life had gone, I was more into the things of the world and I was spiritually dead. I was finding it difficult to pray and speak in tongues. I no longer had the passion for the things of God. I knew that something was really wrong because I love God with all my heart and the desire that I had for him was no longer there.
I had to repent to God and ask him to forgive me for what I had done and I believe he has forgiven and also for a new anointing which he gave me. I also went on a retreat and a lady prayed for me and broke all satanic ties to that church and anything that they had placed upon me.
From the retreat I went to, I realised that this mark of hatred and jealousy that they were seeing was the mark of Gods glory and his presence. But because the church was very occultic they said it was an evil spirit and they tried to destroy Gods glory.
Through this I learnt that the world cannot like you because we are not of this world.
The shocking thing is that after I prayed and went for this retreat. I went back to church and experienced the same hatred thing again. Thats how I know now that they is nothing wrong with me but I am filled with Gods presence and the holy Ghost. I even experienced it again last week where one lady in my church tried to avoid me. I thank God that I went through all these things because it has made me stronger as a person and appreciate God more.
It also made me to know that when you are filled with the presence of God darkness has to flee. I thank God for this post and know now that when I encounter people with demons to just build and have confidence.
dear lady angel
you need to stay away from BOTH churches you describe.
both are cults, and not of God, which is why one is mean, and the other is just plain strange.
Find a new place, where people are loving and kind.
Thank you for posting this article. I don’t know if I have the Holy Spirit covering me because I haven’t done anything to deserve His protection, but it’s nice to know that I’m not crazy. When I tell people who tolerate me that I get hateful glares and that strangers set out to hurt me they tell me that I have low self-esteem and/or that I’m being way too negative.
For as long as I can remember, strangers have responded to my smiles with glares, they look me up and down, some say “ugh” (you would think I’m referring to children here, but no, I’m referring to full grown adults), some make a face as if they just smelled rotten fish and look away with their chin up towards the air. I try to be nice to people but they treat me as if I have some type of contagious disease so I get the hint that they want nothing to do with me and I stay away from them, but then they say I’m a b****, I’m conceited, I’m rude, I’m ignoring them and start making up things about me. And everyone is so quick to join in on the hate. Even if we NEVER interacted on any level, NEVER said a word to each, people instantly choose to judge me negatively on sight and contribute to the pool of lies already said about me with their own fresh set of lies.
I used to believe that you get what you give and I foolishly held onto this belief until recently. “Do unto others as you would like them to do unto you” is the motto I live by so I’m a moron and always instantly assume that we can all be friends so I try to give all my kindness and love right away so I’m confused as to why I receive hate in return. Maybe I come off as annoying, but if I’m annoying is it really necessary to try to destroy me? Why can’t we just have an open conversation so we can work things out? Maybe if I stop having these expectations and accept that I’m wrong it won’t hurt as much. I still live by my motto out of fear of the Lord because I don’t want to anger or hurt Him.
Recently a whole lot of people who I’ve never met before joined together and accused me of things I didn’t do and spread ugly lies about me. They went so far as to poison as many people as they could against me including the neighbors. Now everyone is using these lies as their “justification” for their hate and outright hostility towards me. I don’t understand how people are able to make accusations without solid proof. I don’t understand how people lie with such ease and insist they saw something that never took place. I don’t understand how people are so quick to believe lies. Are they that gullible? Are they that desperate to find a reason(s) to hate that they will instantly eat up lies and deceit? Don’t they care that God knows, hears, and sees all? Don’t they care that God knows they are lying and sees the harm they are doing?
Sometimes it feels like even God hates me so I’ve been trying even harder to become a better person so that He will stop hating me, but the harder I try, the worse things get. I don’t leave the house anymore because of this. I don’t know to what degree people will act on their hatred and quite frankly it scares and confuses me and is too painful to deal with. I tell myself that God sees, hears, and knows so He will vindicate me, but I’m not so sure this will happen and if this does happen, will I be able to forget the pain? I wish it was only the hateful glares, but they actively set out to destroy me. I’m upset, angry, confused, hurt. I’m not asking for happiness, I just want to be left alone.
Thank you for giving us a place where our voices can be heard.
Hi NeedtobeHeard. Is it ok if I email you? Please because I go through the same thing!! It would be nice to talk to someone who’s going thru exactly what I go through. argylpunk11@gmail.com
Please send me an email thnk u.
GOD BLESS <3
dear NeedtobeHeard
Satan has been loose for a long time, and most people listen to him now.
It is not you.
Lean on the Lord for support, and protection.
These days are quickly becoming so evil, that all those who were against you will be brought to judgment soon.
@Needtobheard I agree with Marianne. Its not you, its because they see something great in you. Look at Joseph he was hated upon and soo much jealousy was around him. But in the end he was a great man of God. All those that hate you now will soon rejoice with you. Just keep your head up high and trust God with all your heart.
Thank you Marianne and LadyAngel22 for your kind words and encouragement
I will continue to ask God for protection and trust Him. God bless you both.
Needtobeheard
psalm 73
So true. I agree. Also Abagail/ angel of the morning made a good point.
That is so true, i thought i am alone, and something wrong with me…….all my life was very hard, seance little girl, my family members hated me scene i was little girl, my mom had 6 children including me, and i was born from my mom’s lover, and i was not welcome in a family by anyone and my siblings……but i was cute , and best looking from all of them, my journey started with hate, and that continues till now, i am 45 ……and sure many womens and some man hated me, I look cute,good it how my friends say and many friends including man, would say many woman would like to look like me, but i always was stragalling in jobs, relationships, always end up with wrong man , and i lost a lot opportunities in life, including my broken relationships, finances, because of how people hated me, and i don’t know why, and that i understand now that i was cursed, evil stole my life, and i would like to get back my life and start to enjoy my life, i left europe, and now i am in USA, and i gone true hard times here, and still going…….I believe now that Evil exist and stilling us lives……I would like some help, Marianne if you can put me on you praying list…….I read people testimonies, and it is sad so we need to deal with Evil daily……. i pray your prayer and sure is start to help, but i need to pray daily and always ask for God to go true the day…..
hi Valentina
I put you on my prayer list. I pray that many loving relationships replace the evil ones, and you can feel God’s love in your life.
Thank you Marianne, Thank you Marianne also if you can put on your prayer list my son , his name is Mantas……we both need help, We believe in God ,I believe in prayers …….
hi Valentina
I added Mantas. May you both feel the protection and provision of god in your lives.
Thank you Marianne ,and also thank you for your kindness……
Something else I’ve noticed is people that you tell this to always make it seem like it’s you. I’ll tell someone it’s like almost everyone has something against me – name calling, rumors, etc. I’ll get the usual, “It must be you” and then I’ll say I don’t even know or have spoken to these people. It literally feels like it’s some secret code going on to let them know to hate you. Most people act like this nowadays and if you are different you are treated like garbage. They are hostile and are looking like they want a fight. I posted on this before and often refer back to this article when feeling down. I’ll keep everyone in my prayers as it is tough to deal with.
Hang in there Kiki,
If you are born again, then you are God’s through His son Jesus, and you are dearly loved by Them.
Really, what could be better than that?
Don’t let the world out there bring you down. Pray to the Lord and He will lift you up. He is all you’ll ever need.
Be blessed my sister
Love,
a.
i cant trust anyone, im alone alot men just want to use me females turn on me i try get education im being fought everywhere i go. even in church, i have no real friends i try to do stuff people treat me like i have a banana sticking out of my head i been tpold all sorts of stuff in church by leadership that god dont want me to have friends etc my family is evil i cant trust anyone been @ job almost 4 years treated like crap lied on etc they repay me evil for good landlord trying to put me out so her daughter can moive back in even though i pay her every month try to educate myself no one likes me in my class some talk to me but its fake others hate me and dont want to work with me for no reason. i cant focus to complete course and im afraid this is how it will continue to be if god is in control why is it this way ok demons exist but father son holy spirit is greater so why is it like this?
dear truth
Yes, the enemy is winning a lot.
Jesus came and had the Father send the holy spirit to equip us to fight.
He did not say we would not have problems with the devil. That is why we have to know how to fight in the spirit, and put on the “armor of God” so that we will not be so wounded.
So God has given us the weapons to fight with, the Word of God, faith, the holy spirit, but no one is using them. People are therefore losing battles.
You must invest time in the Word to build up your spirit, so that you can resist the darts of the enemy. You must also allow the holy spirit full control over your life, and when you do, he will fight your battles for you.
Do not give us. We have all been inadequate in our defenses, and have needed a more intimate relationship with God to fight better.