An Answer to a Question about a Command


Will it take a few more years to figure this mystery out?

Important thoughts for those who may find themselves having this experience.

Post from 2017 about a command from 2013-2014:

I got this Word several years ago, about 2013-2014, and I had no idea what it meant.

Go Back to Where it All Started

I wrote this message down and posted it where I could see it daily,  to ponder on it.

So I have been staring at this note for years, with no clue to the meaning.

Go back to what, where?

Where WHAT started?

What is “it?”

When did it happen?

Something good started?

Something bad?

Something personal, or something related to the church, the nation, or the world?

Where is where?

I have thought about this for several years, but no solution yet.

It is either a command,

or an answer to a question, and I do not know what the question is.


I think I may have figured it out.

It is the start of the 20 year tunnel experience.

Now I just have to figure out what I am supposed to do next.

I have to go back 20 years and discover what Yahweh God wants me to discover.

I hope it is not another tunnel experience.

I know I would interpret some experiences differently.

I know I would want some different things.

I know some things important to me then, are no longer important to me now.

In fact, I do not consider anything in this life important anymore, except people and Yahweh God.

I just look to the next life.

But these conclusions I would have come to as any other person maturing in life.

The lessons would not have demanded 20 years of trauma, pain and suffering.

I know what is IN the tunnel, but not WHY one has to go through it.

Is it a punishment or a test?

If it is punishment, repentance does change it, or release you from it.

If it is a test, you may remain in it, whether you pass or fail.


Only Yahweh God understands why you are in there, and if you will be released from it or not, and when this will happen, if it happens.

You could die in the tunnel.

So you do your best, submit to Yahweh God, resist the devil, and keep the faith.

And prepare to “Go back to where it all started.”

I am wondering if there is anyone out there who has experience with “spiritual tunnels.”

If yes, please share your thoughts and wisdom with me.

Thank you.

4 Responses to “An Answer to a Question about a Command”

  1. It feels like over 10 years I been climbing out of this tunnel and now I feel I must go back to the fundamental foundations of what God taught when I began this journey in 2005 and I believe I will end alone

    • Eulisha

      It does feel like we will end alone. But we cannot be sure what God’s plans are. The only thing we can do is keep the faith and keep going. Going back to foundations is critical and also the lessons that we learned in the tunnel will be applied in some way. I encourage you not to give up. Let God be the judge of whether or not you end up alone or not. I have been alone my whole life. And I still survived. I would like to do more than just survive. I would like to thrive as well. You have my prayers that you make it to the very end and that you will have a wonderful ending.

  2. I’ll be able to open and read your links later today.

    For now, “Go Back to Where it All Started” has a meaning to me. Began thinking about where it all started. The concept of “rebellion” was the starting point for me.

    About a year ago, started to figure it out a bit more. Needed E-Sword and Hebrew word definitions down to the root word to understand Genesis 1:1 into Genesis 4.

    This too, Psalm 82. “Ye are gods but die like men.” That’s truth. The human scientific mind of how is beyond me.

    The Lord God accomplished it with Jesus (Emmanuel) by the Holy Spirit. So, an angel become sinful flesh (human) could be accomplished too.
    It’s called likeness [embodiment] in the 10 Commandments. Something never to be done, but it was done by “creating” and “image” [idol] in their likeness.

    Likeness: “something portioned (that is, fashioned) out, as a shape, that is, (indefinitely) phantom, or (specifically) embodiment, or (figuratively) manifestation (of favor): – image, likeness, similitude.”

    The Lord God formed not created. The Lord God is sovereign like a Sheriff. The Elohim’s “work” was as a deputy (Genesis 2:3).

    Work: “properly deputyship, that is, ministry. From an unused root meaning to despatch as a deputy; a messenger; specifically of God, that is, an angel (also a prophet, priest or teacher): ambassador, angel, king, messenger.”

    I’m one of the sheep who went astray. I was in Heaven with the other 99 sheep. Lots of sheep were led astray. About 1/3 of the flock. Lucifer and probably 72-73 others were leadership of the rebellion. I could caught up in it and taken away, practicing a lie.

    I’m here in physical chains, and my Lord came into their world as the Good Shepherd to redeem me out of the hand of the devil.

    The Lord’s sheep are known to Him and Father God as said those sheep belong to Him. But, my Lord had to come into this dimension, becoming flesh like us, apply His blood upon the Altar, and fulfill the Law to set the sheep free from this trap.

    He said, My sheep know my voice. That’s right, I’ve heard Him before.

    I’m going Home. This place Lucifer and those with him who did their “work” as a deputies is going away forever and we will be living with our Lord and Father God in fellowship with all His sheep.

    Lots of clues of who we are within Scriptures.

    “Then he said to me, “See that you do not do that. For I am your fellow servant, and of your brethren the prophets, and of those who keep the words of this book. Worship God” (Rev 22).

    “Blessed are those who do His commandments, that they may have the right to the tree of life, and may enter through the gates into the city. But outside are dogs and sorcerers and sexually immoral and murderers and idolaters, and whoever loves and practices a lie” (Rev 22).

    For me, back to the beginning is where I came from, how I got here and that He came to bring me back to my fellow servants within a beautiful city.

    I’ll read your posts later today and see what you think.

  3. I think that Malachi chapter 4 verse 4 sends our attention to the Start of the Commandments,

    Here is a version of a letter that was sent about since 2018 or so.

    The KINGDOM is at Hand (Meaning; Within Reach)

    The encouragement that was sent out in challenging times sent 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020…

    Greetings in Yehoshua Name:

    I hope that you will take a few moments to read this letter, it is a proclamation of the transition, that the elect Body of The Messaiah is entering into at this time, that many believe is going to herald the “Full” establishment of His Fathers Divine Kingdom on the earth.

    Ref: Daniel chapter 2 verse 44 and Revelation 22 verse 9 to 14.

    As numerous events happening around the globe continue to unfold, like the Biblical prophecies forewarned us. Many Bible believers and Covenant Keepers have been checking with the scriptures to see the specific events that have been fulfilled.

    « It is painly seen that the Gaza territory had been forsaken for a time without active dispute over who should control it,

    like Zephaniah 2. 4 tells us.

    How ever there will be renewed conflicts as Psalm 83 and Zechariah 14 verses 1 to 5 indicate.

    âš« The sun, has again been turned to darkness and the moon to blood, during the 2014 to 2015 tetrad, an event that included four blood moons and an eclipse. Just like Joel 2 .31 foretold.

    Please read psalm 19.

    âš« After that there have been a multitude of eclipses, including the one on (August 21st 2017), (A day when some believers where observing The Feast of Trumpets.)

    Then there where even more blood moons and also two (blue moons), on (January 1st and 31st of 2018).

    âš« On May 16th of 2017, there was a massive halo type rainbow around the sun, that may have been visible in many countries. This was 362 days before the 70th Yom Jerusalem in 2018, and was seven years after the double rainbows that where seen in 2010.

    âš« Added to all these, The Nation of Israel has just celebrated its 70th anniversary as a re-established nation in May of 2018,

    This event is outlined in the Daniel Ch 9 vrs 25. Dual prophecies as another milestone.

    As these things and many others, including some unusual events continue to fall into place.

    Please read and compare the news to Matthew 24.

    Here is something that every believer in the Body of The resurrected Messiah should be mindful of at this time.

    In the book of Malachi chapter 4 verse 4, We are reminded to:

    “Remember the Law or (Torah) of Moses My servant, which (The Almighty CREATOR, Yhvh) commanded him in Horeb for all Israel (physical & spiritual Israel), even the statutes and ordinances.

    The Law has been touted by some as being nailed to the cross, however It’s best to take the Word of The Messaiah as the final authority on any topic. In Matthew 5. verses 17 to 19, Christ tells us, “Do not think that I came to destroy the Law or the Prophets. I did not come to destroy, but to fulfill….”

    This Messia-esh Watchmans call is to those who are of The Judeo/ Biblical Way, and is similar to what Ezekiel 3 verse 11, outlines.

    It begins in Malachi Ch 4 v 4. And another strong reminder also comes from

    Isaiah Chapter 24 verse 5. supporting the first.

    In Revelation chapters two and three there are only seven (7) types of congregations that are instructed. Today it is no diffrent, each type must identify the warning that applies to us from these scriptures, and use the instructions to repent and continue in The Faith like,

    1st John chapter 1 verse 7 to 10, also encourages us.

    In closing, please consider that The KINGDOM environment will be one where The Feast days will also be restored, according to prophecies in:

    Ezekiel 44. 23 to 24, in Zechariah 14. 16 to 17 and also in Matthew 26 vrs 29.

    Peter calls it “The restoration of all things….” in the book of Acts, 3. 21.

    There’s no doubt that the preaching of salvation is always our mission. Mark 16 vrs 15 to 16. But I honestly believe that if members of The Body of Yehoshua must reacquaint itself with things like the Passover, that Yehoshua and His disciples kept in Matthew 26 v 18),

    that now is an acceptable time to do so. This is not about a denomination nor is it a pet doctrine. This is one of the final alignments, so that “The Elect Bride” can meet Christ Yehoshua on His terms. I encourage you to pray about this and please research it. Observe the Leviticus 23 Holy Days during the “2018” season that is already in progress. The next event begins at sunset on the 10th of August 2018, It is The feast of Trumpets or Yom Teruah.
    On the new moon month there is often a two day observation, shown in (1 Samuel Ch 20 vrs 18, and verses 24 to 27). There is supposed to be an eclipse on that day the 11th.) The observance of Trumpets lasts for 24 hours until the next sunset, ( This year it is a double Sabbath including Sunday as well.) This is based on the Hebrew 12 month calendar.

    There are those who believe there was a 13th month in 2016 (and also in 2019) and will observe it one month later.

    The Messiah and the disciples observed these days, many centuries ago, just like the first century disciples did.

    Shavoat is referenced in Acts ch 2. verse 1, but it is called Pentecost. An overlooked fact, is that every major Biblical event happened on or around one of the Leviticus 23 Holy Days. These days will be an prominent aspect of The KINGDOM, they are a part of the future and not some by gone rituals.

    Isaiah 66: 22 “For as the new heavens and the new earth, which I will make, shall remain before me,” says Ya-ho-va-h, “so your offspring and your name shall remain. 23 It shall happen that from one new moon to another, and from one Sabbath to another, all flesh will come to worship before me,” says Ya-ho-va-h.

    A messenger :

    Thank you for reading.

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