God hurts

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Do you care enough?

Another hard day, but there are miles to go before I sleep. I wish it were all over.

Overwhelming sadness hits me. God told me I needed to know his pain. It’s unspeakable.

When you love so much and nothing comes back to you. You want comfort and you get bickering. Or selfish talk. People wrapped up in themselves and not on you.

There is no hug. There are not even a few minutes of their time.

It is if you don’t exist.

You cry out and they don’t listen. You are just not there to them. You reach out and they ignore you. They leave you to suffer and die alone.

This is the reward you get for loving others?

Jesus hung on the cross alone. When we are on our cross, we are alone as well. It is only then when we understand how much pain he was in.

And it wasn’t just the physical pain, it is the fact that nobody cared.

Just a few people at the foot of the cross. There would be Millions of people over thousands of years that wouldn’t be there for him either. They would not care that he suffered and died.

You sow your very life and the Harvest is poor. You have given everything and not hardly anything comes back.

Have you wasted your life?

People think God in heaven is so powerful that he doesn’t feel pain. But that’s not true. He is in deep pain. He needs love too.

There is nothing worse in heaven or earth than unrequited love.

You spend time with those that you care about the most.

No one spends time with me. Not even 5 minutes or there’s a complaint.

I understand what Jesus meant when he went that no one would spend an hour with him.

That’s because no one cared enough.

There’s a lot of people out there that need an hour of your time. It could save their life if you would do it.

But will you?


9 Responses to “God hurts”

  1. King solomon knew what he was talking about when he said:

    The more my knowledge, the more my sorrow.

    The increase in wisdom, vision, to know , all at the same time, we can’t even comprehend the immensity of the pain God endures,

    Enough to sweat drops of blood.

    It’s a miracle he didn’t implode or explode on the cross , from the weight of the pain.

    I am here.
    And would love to be there, to be the ear, to listen, together we can help each other carry our crosses to Calvary

    I have time and make times for those who love Christ.

    If you’d like to talk, I’m here.

    God felt remorse for ever making man. It broke his heart.

    Dam.
    Ouch.
    The level of betrayal, he felt ….let us think of the times a lover or someone we trusted in betrayed us..
    Now let’s multiply that by the number of humans on earth, then amplify that to occur at the same moment in time,

    It’s a miracle, he allowed Noah’s boat to even make it a shore.

    Why though does God go so far as to say

    I will blot out from the face of the Earth, all mankind that I created. Yes, and the animals too. And the reptiles and birds, for I am sorry I made them.

    Why, the animals, birds, ?

    This i ponder…does this reflect the severity of the depth of the infliction, the pain, ..
    For the more we love something, the more it hurts when they betray us..
    Does this merely show God has the emotions and sentiments from which we gain and obtain ours?

    To be so hurt in that moment, to reach that boiling point- to the hell with it all!

    Not Godlike, not what we expect, but who are we to say we wouldnt of done the same , even worse, with that level of pain and betrayal.

    But we know he didn’t wipe them all away. He had Noah, bring them upon the ark…wow.
    Even building quarters for to house them for the journey

    We thank you Lord for your anger never remains forever…like the flood waters of Noah, your anger doesn’t last forever….

    Thank you for your mercy,

    Forever!

  2. SO TRUE! Yet Yahshua was NOT alone when dieing (FOR US!)
    His mother was painfully there at His Feet. On either side of Him were two thieves also near death. One mocked Him but the other nameless one was convinced that He was the long-awaited-for Messiah of His people. (I wish that his name was given!) He asked to be remembered in Yahshua’s Kingdom. Yahshua replied, “I say unto you today. . .You shall be with me in Paradise.” Luke 23:43
    With His Spirit we are not ever ALONE! 🙏

  3. Thank you for your beautiful and heartfelt cry.

    May we lift our Lord up together, so he will draw all unto himself in repentance to find his agape love and healing. May we abide with him at the cross and remain locked in his eyes, knowing his love, grace and mercy kept him there, for us. As he loved us, we may be filled and extend his grace and mercy.

    Our deepest sufferings are often hidden and endured alone … in a natural sense … even unto feeling forsaken … though only for a little while (Is 54:7).

    There is treasured revelation and oneness in our deepest pain as his arms stretch out to us and to all who seek, hear and see him…

    If you’re so led, you could dive into a revelation of the hidden beloved disciple, who remained with the Lord until the end:

    Under The Banner of Love – Mary Magdalene Author of the Fourth Gospel

    Hidden Figures – Women of Faith

    This revelation is also embedded in your name, as I understand it:

    – Mary …. bitterness, beloved …..
    – Anne, from Hannah …. grace, beauty and favor

    Perhaps this picture resonates with you…… at the cross our beloved Lord transforms our Mary (bitterness) into a personal awareness we are his beloved. By his grace and mercy we are lifted up into great favor, to minster at his right hand. As we petition for his grace and mercy in our brokenness, we are able to pour forth his love to others seeking him.

    Much love, dear sister.

    • Thank you I will look at the links. I’m just in a very private time now which is why I haven’t been writing much. Love you and thank you for all your insights and wisdom

  4. What do you mean “not even 5 minutes is spent without a complaint?”

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