Wake Up or Die


Sin does not wake up the church, so persecution will have to ….



First there was the removal of the Bible from public schools; then there was the legalization of abortion.

And just last month the U.S. Supreme Court ruled in support of same-sex marriage.

Still Christians are mostly asleep.

So for thousands of years, people wondered about the power and reason for the Antichrist.

Why does God allow this?

Is it just to punish the unbelieving wicked?

Who are the “wicked?”

Just the ignorant people who never knew God?

How about the evil ones who call themselves by God’s name, but deny him in practice?


My answer is that the Antichrist is the judgment of YHVH God on those who claim they are His, but shame His name and Savior.

They care only about themselves, and their own comforts.

They turn their back on those who are persecuted, and need help.

While others cry in pain, they lay up treasures (“blessings”) for themselves.


Their sinful ways make a mockery of the cross and cheapen its message.

They support criminal and brutal leaders who bring harm on others, and destroy nations.

They lie, they cheat, they deceive, they betray. They rebel.

They condemn and destroy.

They ride the Beast, and they Beast will destroy them.


Or they do nothing as others suffer.

They don’t care!

They fulfill their lusts, and say God loves them the way they are.

Sexual perversion is OK.


They bring shame to the truth of Jesus.

They bring persecution to true believers because of their terrible scandalous ways, publicized all over the media.

Unbelievers think the true believers are just like the false ones, so they hate them all.


It is not just Satan that gives power to the Beast, but the false selfish Christians who empower Satan.

They contribute to Satan’s power.

They have not repented.

They are not sorry.

They think they are holier than others, and will escape.


But they will not escape.

They will be the first to die, but only after capture, imprisonment and torture for years.



For 90 – 95% of those people who want to know who the Antichrist is……..

Look in the mirror.

You crucified your Savior 2000 years ago with your sins, and you are crucifying Him again.

You, who are hypocrites, who say you are good, but do evil:



66 Responses to “Wake Up or Die”

  1. I know I said I wouldn’t say anymore, because I respect your site-this stuff is awesome! I have not heard this type of explanation this way ever. Great job (please keep humble so G-d will keep pouring out through you) G-d bless!

  2. It is prophecy(the prophecy of the east wind) that wakes up the church. See Ezekiel 37.

  3. EXCELLENT!!! i’M gonna see if I can reblog this. 🙂

  4. FYI to anyone…..

    this post was my 666th post……..

    so it’s number is 666


    • This video, which includes a clip from the movie “The Matrix” , which adds to the message of this page.

      This video is about the All-seeing Eye.

      Time to “wake up oh sleeper” (Ephesians 5:14).

      Rev. 12:11

      • the matrix is a web of deception….and evil….

        there is a true reality….and it is God’s reality that is eternal….

        not some concoction of satan…to entrap us

        • Speaking of symbolism, the site http://www.vigilantcitizen.com goes in depth concerning the symbols that surround us, their esoteric meaning, and is full of interesting information about symbols being used in the music industry, hollywood, childrens’ cartoons, and it is everywhere. Especially check out “Sinister Sites”, which exposes the symbolic content of many well-known places. It will open your eyes. It is not hidden anymore, it’s right in our faces, if we look.

          • haligrits,

            Nice – I liked your link. So here are a couple of “meaningful” commercials for you. You many have already seen/discerned them.

            This is not about a Maserati, but about da illuminati.

            Notice the flooding wave of water, a mighty storm – tornado approaching a white church building and talking about giants always being here and now walking out of the darkness.

            The Bud Light commercial (Kelly and Ian, Don, Arnold and New Republic band) is another, sending a message over the top of the product but the message is not obvious to the viewer.

            It should not be much longer before they (whoever they are) “strike”. They will strike out, thank you Lord.

            Rev. 12:11

  5. Thank you, Marianne, for making it simple, so people can easily understand. Also, this being your 666th post, seems strangely appropriate considering the content. I just finished reading “Tortured for Christ” by Wurmbrand, and it was comforting to me because if we rely on Him completely in the event we are imprisoned, it will be a chance to tell others about Christ, as he did. He loved his captors and torturers, and some of them were actually saved. That is amazing to me. I think fear is our biggest enemy. When people feel fear, they’re easier to control, they’re not thinking straight. Maybe we should rebuke that fear in the name of Jesus!!

    • haligrits

      I never know what I am going to write. There is no plan. I was watching the movie Hiding Place, post # 665, when it came to me. People would be afraid to help the Jews, and allowed them to be killed.

      It was also a result of interaction with some people I know, and I realized how much the church has failed the Lord, and allowed evil to flourish.

      I agree. we should not fear, but have faith. Angels will come to help us in time of trouble, and we must be prepared to help others and show them the love of Jesus.

  6. Marianne, this needs to be preached more often, from pulpits, in churches. This is so true, and pastors are afraid to preach like this. We all need to be reminded of the truth.

  7. Praise God!For he is creating a powerful army Let those rise with his power. And march fourth with the truth,

  8. David,

    Yezchekel 37 prophecy of the church? East wind? Explain.

  9. Great post. How many Christians are living the Christian life? 5 -10%? Jesus tells us in the Book of John (6:37, 39, 44; 10:29) those the Father gave me I will keep. I have met many “so-called Christians” that one just knew deep down they were not saved. The day they truly repented was the day they got saved and walked after Jesus. To carry on sinning especially intentionally means you keep sacrificing Jesus but sadly for them Jesus only died once (John 15:6; Hebrews 6:4-6; 10:26-39). Everyday we need to trust in the Lord totally, find out what the Lord wants you to do and then strive to do it. Every day we have a choice, follow Jesus or the world. That choice is your defining moment with God.

  10. hi,
    permit me to digress a bit, your 2011 post on the testimony of angelica zambrano mora jolted me from complacency and saved my life. i call myself a christain but couldn’t avoid internet porn, didn’t pay tithes and couldn’t forgive this one person. now i am making amends but i need your help
    1 what do i do about software i bought but i suspect is pirated? disclaimer: i live in a 3rd world country and won’t be able to buy them at 1st world rates
    2 should i stop my 5 yr old son from watching cartoon or are there good ones?
    3 should i look for another job? i am an explainer video animator just like epipheo.com
    4 my wife puts on trousers, make up and hair attachment. is that bad?
    5 is it right for a christain to take part in a carnival?
    6 is a christain required to pay tithes on unearned money like loan or aid?

    • nedu

      thank you so much for writing to me.

      I will try to answer questions.

      1. This is a hard question for me, but I will try….. If you bought it, then you did not steal. There are a lot of business arrangements, where people get software, and then resell it. Someone paid for it originally, and has the license. In your case, this was all that was reasonably available to you so you bought it. I really am not sure about my answer, but I think you are ok. But in the future, if you have the chance to buy original software, then do it.

      2. if they are innocent cartoons, they are ok. nothing with the occult or violence……there are bible cartoons you can buy.

      3. I do not understand your job. Do an honest work, and do nothing immoral.

      4. modest clothing is ok. some make up is ok, but too much make up indicates she has a problem.

      5. carnivals are ok, but select good parts of it. nothing with nudity

      6. tithing is a completely different issue…. loans are not really income, since you have to repay…….I will send you my own views on tithing…..

    • I am also including a private message to you.

    • If I can here…

      I do internet web stuff and have for years, i’ve had to use software at my company that they “acquired”. I would agree with Bethany on this point.

      We have to help our kids make responsible decisions sometimes, although I can’t force things with my kids or they will not appreciate the reasons why I ask them not to see something. Being quite frank and truthful, they are better at weeding stuff out now than I am, but they are also not fluffy, easily plowed over christians-G-d helped them to have an understanding based on His wisdom in their hearts. We prayed much for and over them.

      I like your explainer website. Did the L-rd place it upon your heart to leave to another job? Sometimes He tells us in our hearts and leads us to where He would have us go next.

      My wife is beautiful, even at 42. I encourage her to wear nice things that make her look good, not overly done but complementary. I don’t tell her to wear this or that, some men over here would have their wives wear outdated dresses due to their own insecurity, I can’t do that to her.

      You may be led to go to Carnival. You will feel this in your heart. IF the L-rd says not to go, you will feel a stronger urging, a check in your spirit-follow that. It isn’t what we eat that is bad, it’s the intent of our hearts-the “why” we do something. For some they can eat meat that had been sacrificed to idols and that didn’t bother them, for others though they could not-some people can drink wine or beer, etc. and it doesn’t bother them while others cannot-if you are around someone that cannot then I prefer not to drink in front of them out of courtesy.

      I have seen many things on tithing. The best advice I have to offer is that G-d is the one that tells you when, where and how much. It is an act of obedience in essence. If you have a lot of money in your pocket and want to give it, but He says “give only this small amount” then follow that, not what you would have given. Sometimes our gifts can actually hurt, if I was a millionaire and I saw a person homeless and on the street, and gave him a great amount of money because I felt like it but the H-ly Spirit said not to, then he may take the money to his harm instead of his help. When it comes to “who” to give it to, I would give only what G-d says to give and to whom. Obedience is greater than sacrifice.

      Hope this helps…

      • Thanks Troy, you too brought up some good points. Yes, “obedience” is the key. After all that he created – literally adorning the heavens and the earth like a husband who prepares a home for his soon-to-be-bride, God prepared it for Adam & Eve and He wanted nothing from them except – OBEDIENCE, but sadly He never got that and it has continued until this day. How heartbroken He must have been for the past 6 millenniums. My pastor (Jewish) said that “among all His creation, human beings have been the most stubborn and ungrateful ones” – he further said; even the birds praise Him early in the morning with their sweet singing. How true. Be Blessed.

  11. (If I may speak Marianne, with your permission)

    so many unanswered questions… When will the persecution of His saints end, where we can rise up instead of linger (as though on the cross itself)?

    Are the “so-called” Christians 5 virgins without oil, and if so, what will become of them?

    I’ve seen the “So-called” acting terribly, stealing from relatives, trickery, while all the while going to church. Another helps the church on a higher level, (two i know like that) much money in the process and they are terrible people, kept around because they save the church money, but going after the women-tolerated. All go to church and have church people over to their homes that they forged with the steel they stole from others. They feel they are spotless and without wrinkle, that G-d will come back and they will be on white horses riding right beside Him. Stealing in business, looking out for themselves only and devoid of His love.

    Pastors leading these all the way-closely, especially when they smell the money, condemning their enemies for them-creating a cloud of fear of any opposition to their close followers. I’ve had a pastor scream at me while I was prophecying to him-scream and rant, what i said was that we are like artichokes and G-d takes away the spiney parts first, then He removes the fluffy stuff (spoon flicking this away) to get to the real heart of the matter, then I said “things aren’t like they seem are they?” I had no idea what would come out of my mouth next, I was amazed at the reaction where he cited he was only accountable to his board of directors and clutched his chest twice as if he would pass out! He ranted and tried to make it look like I had said something evil to him when he realized he had lost it, accusing me for daring to come into his church as a prophet to him without his permission, and demanding my humility (to kiss his ring). “Who are you!, Who are you!, Who are you to come into my church as a prophet and tell me anything!” G-d did not allow me to grovel like he wanted, this was not a righteous man, I left with my family. I believe the L-rd led me to the front door frame, where someone had prayed for or annointed the door, and G-d revered this as a H-ly act that had been done. The same church uses expensive laser light shows and spinning orbs to simulate the move of the Spirit of G-d in the service- in total darkness. Odd that they would have this immulation in the darkness instead of the light, wooed by an elaborate show. The true move of the Spirit needs no light shows, no fancy music, just people willing to humbly approach the Throne of Grace.

    this is the level here, cruel, insensitive and staying on top of others no matter what it takes, no matter who they crush, family including.

    I have approched other pastors who greatfully accepted words given to me before, even having compared these words with other words that I had no knowledge of, how could I? A wife speaks and only the Pastor was their to hear it, but it confirmed what I had said. I kept that word for 12 years and was away from him that entire time, but G-d made a way for me to come back and say it-only this was done in humility and I believe it was because his heart was right with G-d-he had endured much in his life, almost to his death.

    I see Paul as our example, he was reduced to nothing, he was a tent maker? that was like being a carpenter or maker of clothing, similar in nature, he wasn’t a doctor or lawyer. Humbled, he was torn-into several times with whips, rodded twice and stoned to death and got back up again. His scars would be significant and you would be able to see them on his shoulders and arms perhaps even his neck and face. How would you like to speak to people after their police beat you in front of them and stuck you in jail? There were some healings, significant moves of the H-ly Spirit, but he was humbled non-the-less.

    Many ask us like they asked Jesus “If G-d is with you then He can get you down off of this cross”, they say G-d will help us if He is with us, but they mock His true ways, preferring to have their ears tickled instead. I pray an outpouring of the H-ly Spirit greater than has ever been on this earth, I pray that His will be done on earth as well as it is in Heaven and that He open His blessings up upon us all, upon the faithful that have faced persecution and degredation, who have spoken up even to their hurt when urged by the Spirit of the L-rd.

    I hope everyone can agree together, a united prayer for those enduring the suffering. I don’t think afflictions will cease, but I do believe that the H-ly Spirit moving greatly amongst us will be as signs and wonders to them. I know they will try to stomp us out of existance, but His prophets continued on, they won great victories in His name, they did not give up! This is NOT over yet, there is still much to accomplish.

    again Marianne, in humility. I am very pleased to see a group of people still in His care, with His love and wisdom. G-d bless. Please forgive me if I have overstepped my bounds.

    • troy

      your comments are welcome

    • Troy,

      I appreciate your reply/comments, thank you.

      The Lord led me to these verses within Jeremiah chapter 2 this past week.

      The key to the problem/issue is found in verses 12-13. The Church (collective evangelical, protestant within America/Anglo traditions), are the clay pots that are not capable of holding the living water, fully.

      “…This message is from the Lord. ‘My people have done two evil things. They turned away from me, and they dug their own water cisterns. I am the source of living water; those cisterns are broken and cannot hold water”(Jeremiah 2:12-13, Easy-to-Read Translation).

      How could this be? The remaning verses of this chapter gives insight to the answer. I think this passage could be one that Peter had on his heart when writing his first and second letters.

      But, before jumping into reading the remaining verses of Jeremiah, which has obvious applications to our generation, consider verses 31-32 with some [references].

      “People of this generation, pay attention to the Lord’s message…My people say, ‘We are free to go our own way. We will not come back to you!’ [Rebellion /Jezebel of Revelation 2:18-29].

      “Why do they say these things? A young woman [foolish or wise?] does not forget her jewelry” [Proverbs 3:3-22]. A bride [The Church] does not forget to wear her wedding dress. But my people have forgotten me too many times to count” (Jeremiah 2:31-32, Easy-to-Read Translation).

      1st Peter 1:13-25
      2nd Peter 2

      • Thank you DJ. I think this is correct. I also wonder about the relations to the verses about the sheep and the goats (sheep are very similar in certain respects, but obviously different), and:

        Ezekiel 34 A message came to me from the Lord. He said, 2 “Son of man, prophesy against the shepherds of Israel. Tell them, ‘The Lord and King says, “How terrible it will be for you shepherds of Israel! You only take care of yourselves. You should take good care of your flocks. 3 Instead, you eat the butter. You dress yourselves with the wool. You kill the finest animals. But you do not take care of your flocks. 4 You have not made the weak ones in the flock stronger. You have not healed the sick. You have not bandaged those that are hurt. You have not brought back those that have wandered away. You have not searched for the lost. When you ruled over them, you were mean to them. You treated them badly.

        This is real and is happening now. We are not meant to be food for the shephards, they are to carefully and lovingly care for the flocks. It would be better for a church to deminish than to do “whatever it takes” to draw a crowd. At that point they are a venue, not a meeting place for the L-rd’s children. Churches are clubs now, they are not of one mind in Christ. Many have no idea what true worship from the heart is or how incredible the move of the Spirit of the L-rd can be when it happens. Money seems to be the god of most now.

  12. Hi nedu, I was led by the Spirit of God to answer your questions from 1 – 6, so think it over and pray about it.
    1. Piracy of any sort including software is “theft” which goes against the 8th Commandment of God. However, you did not steal this software but instead bought it with your own money not really knowing if it’s pirated or not, then I don’t think it’s your fault. There are a lot of people who buy all kinds of stuff not knowing if it’s pirated or not. We are the wheat living in the midst of “poisonous weed” so its hard to detect. Read this advice and decide for yourself. http://www.actionfraud.police.uk/fraud_protection/counterfeit_goods
    2. I don’t know what kind of videos you make for your company but you can use such software and your skills to turn it into doing something wonderful for the Lord God, this way you can start your own business and Ministry and consecrate it to Him. For example; read the Bible and turn the history into video movies starting right from the Book of Genesis. I know for a fact that people in those countries love to hear the Word of God in story and film. I know for a fact that people in countries such as India, Pakistan, Sri-Lanka etc. are more spiritual than out here in the west. When they see something spiritual they believe. This way you can minister to them and nourish and save their souls with the Word of the Lord God Jesus (YAHOSHUA) His Hebrew name.
    3. Simple and modest ways are the ways of our Creator. Re. hairdo’s & makeup, check here http://www.therefinersfire.org/womens_hair.htm
    4. Historically, there is nothing to indicate that the wearing of bifurcated clothing, i.e., pants, was necessarily associated with one gender over another as both men and women wore gowns or tunics though women’s clothing was distinguished by its length, and finer and more colorful materials, much the same as the culturally-recognized distinction of today. There is no mention in the scriptures about “pants” at all so it’s not necessarily only a man’s clothing. However, I personally think women wearing comfortable (not tight fitting) and below-ankle pants is a good thing as it covers the woman’s legs and the top clothing to be loose and long enough to cover the private area. Tight fitting clothing that reveals the curvatures of the woman’s body is immodesty and an abomination in the eyes of the Lord as well as can have health consequences.
    5. Carnival is NOT one of the feasts in the Bible – it is a Roman feast or entertainment, it is purely PAGAN and what is pagan is connected to Satan and his wickedness.
    6. All believers in the Word of God are required to pay tithes though many pastors and ministers demand for 10% (which is wrong) but I believe its whatever an individual can afford, for what we do on earth is registered in the books in Heaven – e.g. the widow’s mite in – [Mark 12:41-44= Jesus sat down opposite the place where the offerings were put and watched the crowd putting their money into the temple treasury. Many rich people threw in large amounts. – (42) But a poor widow came and put in two very small copper coins, worth only a few cents – (43) Calling his disciples to him, Jesus said, “Truly I tell you, this poor widow has put more into the treasury than all the others. – (44) They all gave out of their wealth; but she, out of her poverty, put in everything—all she had to live on.] – There is a good video teaching on tithing, I’ll try to find it and post it to you here later. Meantime repent of all your wrong doings, pray and be blessed. Only our God (YAHWEH) is a Living, Merciful and Forgiving God and He does forgive –
    2 Chronicles 7:14. – I hope all this info has helped you. I’ll keep you in my prayers -Shalom!!!

  13. Thank you, Bethany for posting those answers. Your writing really informed me of some stuff I didn’t know before, especially about titheing, I thought you HAD to give ten percent, and any less might displease the Lord. I was brought up in the Episcopalian church, but never felt a part of it, nor did I ever feel the presence of the Holy Spirit. I was taught that the Lord gets angry, and will punish us. Now, I know the true truth, and happier than I’ve ever been, better late than never! I learn new things all the time on this site and I really appreciate all Marianne does for us. I do have a question for Marianne, is is possible for us to lose our salvation? Would like to know more about that. Thanks

    • haligrits

      If you are really saved, you cannot lose it, unless you make the decision to reject christ as your savior. and blaspheme God.

      some people think they are saved, but continue in sin, so they are false converts and were never saved.

      it is possible for a true believer to backslide, but God will pull him back in time.

      in the NT, we are just to give offerings as we are led by our hearts.

  14. Thank you, Marianne. The only thing I really struggle with is cigarettes, smoked for many many years, and I want to repent, it’s such a stronghold, I guess I need to pray more for Divine intervention, so that I can completely turn away from them…I want to please the Lord, but sometimes feel that I fall short. I have given my heart to Jesus, but feel really convicted about the smoking, I condemn myself for my weakness. But, after wandering in the jungle for years, I am in a thousand times better place, praise Jesus. I could never, ever reject Christ, He saved my life so many times…do you have a link to prayer requests on your site?

    • haligrits

      you can ask for prayer from any page. I get all the comments.

      suggestion: my daughter did this. she got a doctor’ s prescription for a medicine that helped her stop smoking. In a few weeks, I think, she had stopped, and she has never gone back

      see a doctor about the smoking….you can get help for this.

  15. Wow! The picture of the elderly lady asking for help hit me hard! I live in San Francisco, a city where there are so many needy, but also so many con artists.
    I met a homeless man on vacation in Chicago and he said 60% of people in the shelters receive a considerable government check plus they panhandle.
    May we be sent to whom Jesus leads us to.

  16. Thanks, Marianne, I’ll try that. At this point, I need a miracle, am sick and tired of the nasty horrible things, I’m sure my doc will give me rx. I’ll let you know-I don’t have much support way up here, family far away, so I really appreciate our communication. God bless all of us!

  17. “For 90 – 95% of those people who want to know who the Antichrist is……..

    Look in the mirror. ”

    Powerful truth, Marianne!

  18. thank you marianne, bethany and others who have answered me, i feel better informed now. needless to say that i will become a regular on this website.

  19. Great post.

    Reminds me of the summary/action items on another post written many months ago.

    “The first direct message to the churches in Revelations 2 and 3, from our Good Shepherd, is to “REPENT”.

    “REPENT” means: Stop, think and turn back from your selfishness, pride of life, and “sinful ways,” and return to God and the path of righteousness – the narrow way.

    Look within your heart/soul (your will) by doing an inventory, recognize your faults and sins, and turn away from them. This is a message to believers as well as “sinners”. Yes, we are to REPENT!

    Please read these verses of Revelation 2 and 3, placing your name in the place of each church listed, as you and I are members of the Body of Christ.

    Apply these verses as criteria, making an assessment of your spiritual body as a member of the Body or Church. Please, read it again, mediate upon the Word with new eyes and give ear to the Spirit…

    The sheep that are protected are ones that hear His voice and follow Him. Listen to the Good Shepherd; abide in His pastures and drink of the still waters that refreshes our soul (Psalm 23). If needed, return from wandering over a hill and out of His sight. “REPENT” and return to Him” (“How Do the Sheep Prepare?”).

    “My dear children, I write this letter to you so that you will not sin. But if anyone sins, we have Jesus Christ to help us. He always did what was right, so he is able to defend us before God the Father…” (1st John 2:1-29)

    Scriptures give us these point of understanding, leading us to Father God.

    Establish a Humble Soul

    (Matthew 18:4, 23:12; James 4:5-10; Peter 5:5-6; Psalms 25; Psalms 40; Psalms 19:12-14)

    Repent and Turn to the Lord

    (Ephesians 4: 20-32; 6:12-13; 2 Corinthians 12:19-21; 2 Peter 1:10-11; Revelations 2, 3).

    Prepare and Proclaim Your Testimony and “apply” the Blood of the Lamb to your “self”

    (Ephesians 1:7-14; 1 Peter 1:1-3; 1 John 1:7, Revelation 1:4-6 and Rev 12:11)

    Psalm 103

  20. I have a question, am I sinning if I don’t follow a doctor’s advice and stop taking lifetime medications (pills) prescribed and rather use alternative or herbs? Thank you.

    This post is great by the way. An hour ago I was facing myself on the mirror and praying, telling myself that any ‘demonic influence’ should go in the name of Jesus. I also feel there is anti-Christ in me that should die.

    • igm

      I do not know what medicines you take, and it would not be right for me to give medical advice. I suggest you talk to the doctor about any changes you make. if you do not agree, get a different doctor and ask him.

      we all have a human body and nature that can tempt us and make us sin…so it is right that we have things in us we must fight.

      ask the holy spirit to come into you, and help you fight off anything bad.

    • Hi igm,
      I just want to hop in here because I felt concerned re. your question whether or not to take pres. medications, – this is a pretty tough one to answer because 1) we don’t know what health issue/s you have and whether it’s the serious kind which I hope not. This is something you MUST pray about persistently and God will guide you as what to do like Marianne said.
      2) I would advise you to be very careful in taking herbal supplements while on prescription medications because the interaction can be severe or even deadly depending on what herbs they are. Please consult a good Health Care Professional in this matter.
      Have healthy organic / naturally grown nourishing foods and meats (excluding pork products & seafood – many here may not agree with me on this but it is God’s command) – and home-cook your meals rather than eat commercially packaged foods which are mostly GMO and O My!! You will be shocked at what goes into those foods. I can’t write much here so do a google search as to what is good for your kind of health problem, there’s plenty good info out there on the internet. If I can be of any help in this matter let me know. By the way here is some info many don’t know about. Check it out, pray fervently and persistently asking the Holy God as to what you should do. http://www.yahuahreigns.com/witchcraft.html

      1) Re. the demonic influence and the anti-christ issue, there can be multiple things that can make you feel this way. I’m not going to be too specific here but you can figure it out. Not “ALL” that goes through our mouths can be good for us most of it including the wrong foods and drinks also can affect our brain function. So again seek Knowledge. The five gifts of God are in Proverbs 2: beg Him to give them to you so that your mind will be opened to the many good things of His creation. 2) Once you have given your life to Jesus (Yahushua) you should not think any evil is inside of you. Anoint yourself on waking & before bedtime. Here’s a video sermon of today’s service, it is truly no coincidence that this should be preached today for I was able to share it with you and ‘alanna’ below – I pray that God will touch and heal your souls with the message. http://elshaddaiministries.us/livestream.html – Blessings!!!!

      • Thank you for your reply Mariane and Bethany. Yesterday, I was chatting with a Pastor online regarding my experiences for the past two years (spiritual). I have known this Pastor through his youtube videos on deliverance and demonic spirits. Last night I asked him if homosexuality is related to the Lucifer spirit, which he said yes. I saw he has a topic on it but I haven’t downloaded yet. I did have a NDE experience before when I was a practicing homosexual about homosexuality as being married to Satan.

        For the past weeks/months I have been rebuking and casting out evil spirits that are trying to put me back into darkness. And it isn’t easy having lived in a very sinful life, including homosexual lifestyle. But praise Adonai for giving me the chance to understand His words and giving me the understanding of letting go my worldy life. Thank you also to the servants of Adonai who are guiding me throughout.

        It seems a coincidence I just read this blog and then last night after the chat with a Pastor friend and searching for some questions in my mind, I was led to this youtube video: http://m.youtube.com/?reload=7&rdm=tysxgwn#/watch?feature=relmfu&v=NdUkLtwl_hI and the guy talks about Obama as having the spirit of Anti-Christ.

        Regarding the health condition Bethany, to be honest I was referring to AIDS. I got a diagnosis almost 8 years ago. The past years I lived worldy life, a rebellious life. Two years ago, I got very sick but with the experiences I have been through, it seems my sickness is very much spiritual, that drags my physical health down. I was put by doctors on lifetime medications last year, which I quit few months ago due to side effects such as nightmares that are demonic in nature. Also upon reading the Bible, I lost the confidence of those doctors because of their stand on supporting homosexual agenda and/or lifestyle and because of their high regard on medications rather than having their patients turn to G-d. From my experience, homosexual lifestyle is destructive and evil. The good thing, I found a Christian doctor lately who told me to resort into natural treatment and seek healing from Jesus Christ. Also, this doctor told me I am having liver issue so I better drop those toxic pills. So I was sort of in between different doctors having opposite approaches.

        But when I read the Bible, it says by His stripes we are healed. And that healing comes with forgiveness of our sins and turning away from our evil deeds. Also, i have read some artticles regarding the use of drugs as a form of sorcery.

        Thank you for your advices on taking good foods. I am starting to do it the past months. And regarding pork, I learn reading the Bible not to eat it but last night we don’t have food on the table as I haven’t not been paid yet from work last month. Last night, my cousin brought pork for her children and shared with us. I did pray and ask for forgiveness about it before eating. My younger brother who is also a Christian heard me and said as long as I receive it with gladness, it is okay. I told him that I don’t read in the Bible that pork is clean and in my heart from what I understand in the Bible prohibits me from eating it, but last night I had no choice. And I told him, that what Peter saw was a vision and not of eating pork literally. Here in the Philippines, pork is a common food. I do want to set apart though. I am learning.

        Adonai bless us all in Yahushua (Jesus Christ) name.

        • igm

          I am so sorry to hear about your serious illness. I could not remember if you had told me before or not, so I apologize if you did.

          the Lord god is a healer, and how and when he heals is his soverign decision. in the meantime, we do not look at our storm, but keep our eyes on Jesus / Yeshua.

          I pray that the Lord gives you strength and helps you walk on water, until your storm is over.

          • Thank you Mariane. I did told you before but I underrstand you receive so many emails 🙂 Thank you for the encouragement and prayers. It is hard when you lost control of your life and you don’t clearly see the road but it is also good because it is through this hard times that I realize there is God in heaven and that I cannot do anything without Him. I believe there is better place after this.

            Thank you for your prayers.

      • Thank you for the link Bethany. The video is not loading right now but I will try again. It’s great to read the topic is about ‘Re-eh’. I do get regular email from bibleforisrael.com and yesterday I read their article on Re-eh (See) as this week’s Torah Portion. And it is great to read and learn from the words of G-d.

        • Hi igm, I just got a newsletter today and thought I would share my thoughts with you. I have to say that it is the best choice you made to come out of homosexuality [ Deut.30:15-20 Choose Life or choose death ] – in other words “Wake up or Die” a physical & spiritual death.
          It is shocking to see homosexuality in Israel today… http://ivarfjeld.com/2013/08/05/thousands-march-in-jerusalems-gay-pride-parade/
          It just struck me that there is a place called The Valley of Gehinnom (Gai Ben Hinnom or Gehenna), south of Jerusalem, a place where the caananites and apostate Israelites sacrificed their children. Later in the time of Jesus, the place was a dumping ground (garbage & even dead bodies of criminals) that burned 24/7 – But today its been transformed […Currently, the valley is a pastoral green area in the heart of modern day Jerusalem. The Sultan’s Pool is used as a concert and performance venue, with outdoor cultural activities carried out under the beautiful Old City walls. Also in the valley, the Jerusalem Cinematheque is considered Jerusalem’s leading movie theater, and is home to the Jerusalem Film Festival. The Mount Zion Hotel is built on the western slope above the valley, with its rooms and swimming pool overlooking the view of the Old City. To facilitate the arrival and passage of people and cars to the Old City and beyond, a bridge was constructed over a small part of the valley, connecting the Old City with Hebron Road. The largest part of Gai Ben Hinom (Gehenna) is dedicated to a green park, where visitors can rest in the sun, picnic and enjoy the stunning views. Far from Jeremiah’s descriptions, the valley is now a little slice of heaven in the heart of Jerusalem…..]
          Now doesn’t that sound nice? But I read in another blog that one can still feel the intense heat while walking on the bridge over the valley that once used to be the dumping ground.) I thought that was very interesting for Gehenna is known as the ‘world of darkness’ or ‘hell’ or a portal to hell, a place of burning, or Valley of Tears, where the wicked and unrepentant will be thrown into. It is also interesting that the word ‘gay’ is phonetic as well as connected to Geh-enna.
          Dear igm, this is not to condemn you or any other gays, but to encourage you and say that I admire your courage to get out of this sexual sin for Lucifer is certainly the ‘god of sex’. …. The Creator has given you another chance, hang on to him and you will be healed totally, for there is HOPE. I did some research for your diet for healing and came up with this interesting site … Read it, and make your notes accordingly and/or contact the doctor. http://www.whale.to/a/schulze.html … more on this later. May YHWH heal you and use you to save others who are in sin, for we are all running out of time. … Be Blessed & Be Well … Amen.

          • On a side-note, thank you Bethany, perfect timing. I had lost the term you have defined in your post-you know, when you think about it, you can’t find it (spelling on my part) and then it pops up a couple of days later? PTL. I also needed that explanation.

  21. Shelly,

    I love that name!

    It is the name of my first girlfriend. We were 5 years old. 😉

    Yes, 103 is wonderful. I just re-discovered that Psalm this past month.

    “Bless The Lord, O my soul!”

  22. Troy,

    I am in total agreement with your assessment and the application of Ezekiel 34. You hit a nerve – as you will see the results below. 🙂

    The Lord led me to that passage in Ezekiel about 3 years ago, causing me to reflect on various “denominations” as store fronts, club houses and social gatherings of sheep without “ears to hear what the Spirit says” (Revelation 3:22).

    I thought – “You want me to be a ‘member’?!”

    Since then, I’ve decided that I’m a member of The Body of Christ. The Lord gave me gifts and the Spirit leads me to truth. I attend worship services, bible studies at a couple of gatherings of Believers (aka Church). They want me to be a “membership” – but, I just show up with a Bible and a smile.

    Then, I read Psalm 1 in the Amplified Translation and wonder.

    “Blessed (happy, fortunate, prosperous, and enviable) is the man who walks and lives not in the counsel of the ungodly [following their advice, their plans and purposes], nor stands [submissive and inactive] in the path where sinners walk, nor sits down [to relax and rest] where the scornful [and the mockers] gather.

    But his delight and desire are in the law of the Lord, and on His law (the precepts, the instructions, the teachings of God) he habitually meditates (ponders and studies) by day and by night.

    And he shall be like a tree firmly planted [and tended] by the streams of water, ready to bring forth its fruit in its season; its leaf also shall not fade or wither; and everything he does shall prosper [and come to maturity].

    Not so the wicked [those disobedient and living without God are not so]. But they are like the chaff [worthless, dead, without substance], which the wind drives away.

    Therefore the wicked [those disobedient and living without God] shall not stand [justified] in the judgment, nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous [those who are upright and in right standing with God].

    For the Lord knows and is fully acquainted with the way of the righteous, but the way of the ungodly [those living outside God’s will] shall perish (end in ruin and come to nought).”

    I’m on a roll…Please read, meditate upon Jeremiah 5 and 6.

    Considering Ezekiel 34, if a Pastor actually comprehends “spiritual warfare”, which includes deliverance of the flesh from demonic oppressions, has experienced deliverance themselves and ministered deliverance (Mark 16:15-18), I may consider walking with them as we are followers (disciples) of the Good Shepherd.

    Most (90% +\-) of Pastors (evangelical, protestant) do not comprehend the application of the 5 fold ministry (offices), which are identified in 1st Corinthians 12:20-31. They are fearful (spirit) of the dynamic (power).


    I am praying, seeking this 5 fold ministry returning, manifesting within The Body of Christ.

    The 5 fold ministry certainly will not manifest in the current fragmented congregations of Believers known as “Church” (Jeremiah 2, Jude, 2 Peter 2 and Ezekiel 34 – adding Jeremiah 5-6).

    His Church might, Lord willing (“filled with the Spirit”, Ephesians 5:18), be built up as The Body through individual members of His Body, seeking to worship Him in spirit and truth.

    Looking forward to reading your contributions.

    Psalm 32

    • Thank you DJ.

      The 5 offices, they cut them out at the Pastor level. They refuse to allow the prophets to be trained, keeping them down because a true prophet will reveal the truth before the people. They have also capped the way they feel a prophet should give a message. The Word I read is much different. but it has been my experience that the L-rd is very gracious to the righteous, if you give a word you may find yourself very humbled, and the higher the position in Christ, the more humble you may be. I can see why a prophet is not honored in his/her home town, because the L-rd puts you through a type of “hell,” humbling your very nature-I can also see why the prophets were put to death or thrown in prison-they were told exactly what happens behind doors (like a fly on the wall). People have no idea what they are dealing with when they deal with G-d. He is in absolute control of His universe. If a person sees this and knows that G-d has called them to be a prophet-directly into this, then be patient-this isn’t something that happens overnight. If you are to go in front of great people-the greater the assignment the more humility is needed. At a point you can’t humble yourself like He can, so you will have to rely on Him like you are falling backwards expecting Him to catch you-providing He has told you this. That is the level. Many are the afflictions of the righteous but the L-rd delivers them from them all.

    • I’m sure Marianne has an idea of prophecy and it is probably already here on the site? This is a very significant area of ministry, and “many are called, few are chosen”. You have to give everything over to Him. “count the costs”.

  23. Hello
    Is there a place on this site that I can request prayer
    I have been experiencing so much self hatred since yesterday 😦

    • alanna

      you can leave it here or email me. hit the reply button when you get this message.

    • alanna739, don’t hate yourself. Is it a coincidence, I don’t know but today our pastor preached about the exact same thing you are feeling and that “God understands our problems and is always calling us to return to Him” The message is called “Re’eh meaning Behold” – Please take your time to watch this message – there is a break of 20minutes after the 1st part in between but you can fast forward to the 2nd part by using the pointer on the video. Give particular attention to what is being said in this 2nd part.
      Be Blessed. http://elshaddaiministries.us/livestream.html

  24. Thank you Marianne and Bethany!
    I will watch the video shortly.

  25. I feel so wounded and in pain, emotionally, etc. I think one of the main solutions will be to help others in Jesus name

  26. Wake up or die?

    Has a people ever heard the voice of God speaking from inside fire as you heard and lived? Or has God ever come and taken one nation from among the nations with signs, wonders, miracles, war and with a mighty hand and a outstretched arm and with awesome wonders as Hashem your god performed for you in Egypt, before your eyes? Deut. 4.33/34

    Wake up: God created one mankind and one religion, the perfection of souls must follow the same path, only one religion was ever given. Adherents to other religions are wise to question their religious beliefs, just as they question anything else in life. Intelligence, reason, and proofs are no less vital in religion than in any other area.

  27. I am very grateful for this blog, and blessed by so much that I have read. Blessings to you all!

  28. Jay – very good comment

    Marianne – good to see your post. Seems like I have heard some of it on here before. (smiling)

    DJ — good to read your post as well. Lord bless you all is my prayer.

    bro. ty

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